my body feels energy-less. can't eat. it feels weird that i can't eat. my dark eye circles are darker than they've ever been. =( sitting here with a pore pack on trying to down some bread with water for the sake of my health. i can't afford to loose weight. MANN i feel bad. just keep chewing, chewing. chew! argh. my jaw is tired. my butt is aching. there's a stye in my eye. my stomach's empty.


tomorrow will be better, i keep chanting to myself. why can't i eat?!

i want to sleep.