my grandma isn't doing very well, sadly. there few days she's been complaing about pain in her hands and almost everywhere else. i actually feel kinda glad that i can take care of her because i can really see now that her days are numbered. just now she was talking to me [in malay] and she told me [again] that her whole body hurt. "kek sim ah..." made me so sad. so i cupped my hands on her cheeks and made a 'tutu' mouth. she made one for me in return. ah, i must treasure my time with her.

in sad mood. :(