i zombied out for so long thinking of what to title this post. think those lyrics do the situation much justice. this was mama when we saw her just now. she's diagnosed with sepsis. think that's bacteria circulating in her blood. makes her body break down. the source is her catheter, the thing on her chest used for dialysis.
so mama's in a bad state again. pretty bad. she could sit up but she was quite out of it. didn't really look at me or talk to me. couldn't really talk at all. when she did finally look at me she asked,
mama: mama bila boleh baik? (when can mama get well?)
ag: *pauses to think of good answer, shrugs shoulders*
ag: *tilts head upwards and blink blink blink blinks*
we prayed with her and left at around 8:30pm.
don't know what the docs are planning to do to her. will just see what comes along. think i'll go with my mom tomorrow to spend the day with mama. praying that she will be comfy and happy, without much pain going on. thanks to everyone who is keeping her in their prayers too. means alot.
made friends with a filipino lady because we were both scrubbing dentures side by side. funny.
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