the choice is really simple, GOD or SIN. it's the decision that's difficult, and so we complicate things with rationales and excuses and blameshift here and there. in the end, there's no running away from God. if you're saved, you go to heaven. if you're not, you go to hell. if you're saved and lived on your toes loving God and obeying Him, you get rewards. if you're saved but lived in sin, every word and deed will be under the microscope and questioned. there are no excuses or blameshifting there, and every secret thing will be brought out.

God promised christians strength and power. it's all about whether we're willing to accept it and reject sin or not. daily struggle, but overcomable.

i'm realllly tired over some issue. but hey, everything happens for a reason and God is in control. :) no self-victimizing and wallowing ! AZA!