came across some verses today that made me think.

Jeremiah 17:9 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?
Proverbs 20:24 Man's goings are of the LORD; how can a man then understand his own way?
sometimes i really feel like i don't know why i'm doing things the that i am, especially when it's something falling in the gray catagory, like it's not right but justifiable. even when i'm doing the rightest of things, my motives are usually highly highly questionable. guess only God would know the real reason why we do things. come to think of it, it is really freaky to remember that Someone actually knows our every thought and action, not just because of the nose picking and butt scratching, but more so because of how hypocritical we can be. so, listen to your heart? [the ever so cliche lyrics we hear here and there] rrrright. listen to my heart and i'd end up with a seriously messed up life. no thank you.

the thought that came to mind when i read this one is funny.
Proverbs 20:6 Most men will proclaim every one his own goodness: but a faithful man who can find?
WHERE IN THE WORLD ARE ALL THE GOOD MEN? am i to become a miserable spinster? :(