been thinking about december's church camp. seriously looking forward to it, cause i realized it'll be the only time in this entire year when i'll get to go overseas. does malaysia count as overseas? over a tiny sea. no travelling for me this year. um, sad. especially since year 16 is supposed to be exciting and fun and whatever else it's made up to be. but anyways, at least there's still church camp.

yesterday gran was running a fever. a day or two before that she told us she had problems breathing all of a sudden, but the docs said all seemed fine so they would just observe her. i hope nothing's wrong.

mom and dad went to the polyclinic on wednesday. mom has some deafness in her ear (!!!!) and dad needed to go for a blood test, liver stuff. age really is a bugger...

i'm SO SAD for bran! his entire upper row of teeth are shaky and one already dropped out, who knows when! it's really dawning (more like crashing) upon me that bran won't last forever, and that is such a depressing thought. he's only, what, 6? and he's becoming a boh gey, ah pek dog! *sniffs* age REALLY is a bugger. when bran dies, i don't think i'll be able to take it as containedly (i made that word up) as jake. i'll be crying all over the place.