came back about half an hour ago from SGH. thanks to BJ who made a trip there to support support. we caught a ride from him, we being tim and me. brought some stuff for mom and dad, just toiletries for tomorrow morning.

saw gran and she looks horrible. her fever has subsided, i think she still looks so sick! she was at dialysis when we saw her, shivering and drowsy and not able to talk. but she recognized us and tried to smile and stuff. anyway, she should be in for the big op at 2+. it's big because of the anesthesia, complex stuff. gave mom and dad big hugs before leaving and told them to tell me if the slightest thing happened. BJ and S.lydia passed them a Bible too. thank you so much BJ and S.lydia, for the love and support. everyone else too.

i can't help but think it's cute that daddy was gonna cry so many times. i myself was taking deep breaths to handle all those sad scenes and i was thinking to myself, no daddy don't cry ah! you cry i won't be able to hold it in already! HAHA. my daddy has a very tender heart although he looks tough, but hey, who won't feel heartwrenched when it comes to our moms? especially this mama of ours. :) anyway some of you are asking how am i? i think i'm alright. hoping for the best, preparing for the worst. yes, easier said than done, but i'm trying. must be strong strong girl, strong with trust in God.