i am not feeling good. girl thing.

on a more serious note, mama's been admitted to.. i dunno which hospital, should be SGH since she always goes there. i was all crampy yesterday so i couldn't go to the home to see her. instead mom and dad went with food and clothes and everything. they had to come back with all the stuff in the end cos she wasn't there. none of us really knows the details, since the caretakers there didn't say much. they mentioned something about the thing in her arm used for dialysis. so, either its infected, or they wanna check up on it, or they wanna do something to it?

i was trying to figure out what to pray for exactly and i guess, i should just pray that she won't have to go through anything painful? the rest is up to God, you know, whether she lives a few more years or not. not that i don't want her with me for longer, but she's put up with so much, and who am i to ask God to let her stay when it's her time to go? i hope people get my drift and don't think i'm a meanie who purposely doesn't pray for long life for her grandma. O_o haha~

gotta get back to school work.