geil's present hasn't arrived yet. i hope it wasn't delivered when nobody was at home. :| she's 16!

i HAVE to work on the fireplace prop for next week. does anyone have a big cardboard box that you don't want? i need it!

tangled was very very very nice. i admit, i melted in my seat. gerlynn disagrees but i think it's better than how to train your dragon. :D if there is a plush toy of pascal (the chameleon) i am going to buy one and play with it everyday. rapunzel is just, crazy pretty. and flynn ryder. FLYNN RYDERRRRRRR AHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY DOES NO SUCH PERSON EXIST. so much hype over an animated guy. i'm horrible.

i need to call carol to ask if i can join in on the internship after christmas.

christmas time is coming! truthfully, i've never looked forward to christmas so much in my entire life. why was the holiday season always so depressing? well, this year it is not. perhaps it's because a good bulk of the year was already so hard, and now that there is some relief i genuinely appreciate what i have going on for me although it isn't really anything special. i can't really say. but it's a blessing anyhow. if the year was ending badly right now i probably would not be able to put myself back together again. so God does know how much you can handle. that seems to be the glaring lesson of 2010 for me to ponder upon.

:)

on march 16th next year i will get to say, "what an eighteenth year!" i really really want to say that.