ooooh i'm tired. american agnes would say, "i'm beat!" i think ...

came back from seeing mama and there were guests at our place! (???) dad and mom's old friends came to talk about something seemingly serious.

mama's doing the same. funny, while praying she suddenly gave me a funny strained face (yalah my eyes open lah.) and then she mouthed "berak!" AHAHA, she pooped. and she recited some peranakan poetry for us too. panton or whatever it's called. it's cool that she can remember them. and she recites them with a certain lively springy tone. i super like being half peranakan!

had dinner with mommy and she started with her introspective emo talk again, as she does everytime i eat with her alone.

M- blah blah realization eureka horizon blah blah ...
A- wah mommy you really like this introspective, emotional kind of talk hor?
M- (thinks...) yahh.

no worries, mommy. honest introspection seems like a good thing to do. just that if you keep talking about it all the time, i get bored.

then we went to watsons and i bought a bunch of facial care stuff because this week, my skin has been --no words to describe because i'm so upset about it--. it's peeling and pocky and it makes me feel like a pimply molting lizard AAAAAAAAAAHH! on top of that it's red. so i'm a pimply molting dragon. 0_0 and my hair has transmorgafied into bristly grass too. so i have concluded that it's a hormonal thing. i must eat more tofu. it has those estrogen mimicking ... things. and estrogen makes people pretty. and i should stop tying.

GOODNIGHT!