it's saturday night. told mom to go to church tomorrow since she's been watching mama for the past couple of sundays while i went. her turn.

this evening mama is obsessed with-- thosai. (spelling? the indian food.)

last night i was really frustrated with her again cos i really wanted to go for TC in the morning, but she kept making noise so i didn't get to sleep and it was just so tiring. after being very stand-offish with her for a long while i decided to apply some soothing stuff on her itching skin in hopes of appeasing her somewhat. so i applied the stuff on her arm, further up, and then i began to see red spots around her underarm area. opened up her shirt and saw a bunch of them on the side of her upper thorax. they're small sores.. i think supposedly expected with her condition. felt pretty bad about my exhausted tolerance. shall not say low tolerance because.. it's not low. just, used up.

hah i just heard her crying all of a sudden and rushed to my room. she just wanted to turn.

anyways, i still forced myself to go this morning. bathed and ate and left. went to geil's for lunch, took a nap on her couch, came back to get some food for the gathering just now and to pick up a letter which i totally forgot to deliver (epic brainless) and rushed back to church. the gathering was a dinner for the chhims to say thanks and byebye cos they're leaving soon. :'(

jay is helping out in the teens ministry now. like WOW~ thank God for that. we're close to you so we can make special requests right right? no? okay.

i'm gonna (try to) sleep now cos i'm half dead.