the waterworks kind of started up while i was praying with geil at prayer meeting just now. i was cool and calm and held together until i began praying for my gran. then my voice wobbled and it seemed my face had a mind of its own. so i started to cry.

"haiyah when i start tearing up i cannot keep it in already. and my face crumples up!" i said in a very high pitched voice, after we finished praying.

"it's okayyyy! i understand!"

thanks geil. <3