mama is still sucking the energy out of me. this week has been pretty bad. yesterday mom and i went on a search for things to occupy mama. came back with some puzzles and three guppies! they seem to entertain her and give her stuff to talk about instead of cry. but today one died. hope the other two won't follow suit.

bran is a jealous spoiled brat who will not like any other living thing that we bring back. he used to hate my three turtles, didi, meimei and B.E. when i had them back in the day. and he hated charlie the rescued turtle. now he hates the fish. he climbs up to see them and starts scratching at the table their tank is on. so mama is now guardian of the guppies. she takes it quite seriously. i told her to call for me if bran gets naughty. she screams for me and wiggles around trying to make bran stop when he does that and it's oh so funny. she even asked me to tie bran to a stool last night cos she was afraid he'd topple the tank at night. so the guppies were a good idea to occupy her. and i'm kinda counting on them not to die.

mama is obsessed with fried noodles and teh tarik and langsat, the fruit. so if you wanna come by and bring anything, bring langsat. she makes us buy it everyday. it's like her immortality fruit.

oh, yesterday i was counting and i have changed about 180 diapers thus far. never thought i'd have been able to do that. THANK GOD. can never get used to the smell, though. i still wear a mask and even spray perfume on it. strong stuff.

if everything goes through, i'll sort of have an interior design kind of project to do for HLC's newly registered kindergarten, but it's still at see-how status.

mama "goes stunt" with the days of the week. she'll say.. today is tuesday, so tomorrow will be monday. lol.

what a long post.