since mama's been in such a lovely mood, we brought her out to aston's for dinner straight after dialysis. it was really sweet, feeding her, seeing her laugh, listening to her interpretation of the scenes. after dinner we walked around in daiso for a while. bought the caramel corn snack thing and mama's hooked. had to come home after a short while cos her butt hurt from sitting for so long.


mama completely puked while she was eating her meds back home. so we changed her bedsheet and washed her up. she lay down on the bed and looked at us as we watched tv in the living room. then she called me to ask for langsat. and then she called me to ask me to play cards with her.

we bought poker cards for her a while back to play memory game-ish games with her. they're the only kind of cards she can process. she matches the numbers to make ten, it's so good for her brain. i was quite surprised when she requested we play cos she seemed to have completely forgotten about the cards. so i played with her, let her cheat. she gets so happy with herself when she matches the cards and i praise her. it's so good to be having fun with her again. i love hearing her chuckle to herself.

i'm savoring the good times now. trying not to take for granted that she'll always be this pleasant. whatever God sees fit to give.