my parents sent mama to SGH this morning after a very tiresome night of hearing her screams and cries. i attended to her throughout the night so they didn't want me to go with them. i really had a workout last night, lifting her and repositioning her umpteen times.

she's at hospital to manage her deteriorating condition, namely her skin and panicked state. she's really out of it now. hopefully the medication and stuff will help her be more comfy and that will translate into better behavior. these past few nights have been really really noisy. her recent scream-phrases are "YOU ARE STARVING ME WHY DON'T YOU FEED ME DINNER BAD PEOPLE!", "MY PANTS ARE DROPPING OFF!", "I WANT TO MOVE OUT OF HERE THIS PLACE IS BAD!", "MAMA IS FALLING DOWN!", a variety of curses, and "OH GOD!!!!" in 4 different terminologies.

throughout the night i was calm and collected and keeping it together well, but in the morning my dad and i got into a little something and i completely melted. heart thrown in woodchipper feeling. i was really angry and i cried for a long long time. met gerlynn for ya kun later in the day and she saw me in all my goldfish state. -sigh-

"are you very sad?"
"drained."
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after ya kun re-energization we went to SGH to see mama. thanks for going to see her gerlynn. :)

and i'm so sad to say GOODBYE GEIL! have an awesome trip! hope you feel better soon too. PICTURES! :D