grandma: " boy (tim) is better than you. he is very good to me. pohsuan (mom) is also better than you. when pohsuan comes home will tell her how bad you are! you are bad! you are sinful! God will punish you! -curse curse curse-"

my grandma gets into a fury when i ask her to lie down and sleep. she's bored so she wants me to do a million things for her. but sometimes she just needs to relax for a while so that she can nap.

i am so sick of hearing all her nonsense. she cannot grasp how much i am sacrificing for her. i really need someone to take over me.

now she is behind me gagging herself with her finger so that she will vomit. i'm really trying not to cry.