it's rainy rainy for these past few days. AND I LOVE IT! so cool, literally. i'm making more bookmarks and magnets now cause there are just too many t'chers. almost everyone in church is a t'cher lar, haha. i was intending to post about my dream but i already forgot what it was. NO! it's amazing how this dream thing works. i only know it was sucha ood dream that i didn't wanna get up. aiyah, wasted. next time wake up only must quickerly jott down. HA. ok now everyone can tell i'm just bored.

the girl upstairs is at it again. anyways, look! happy times! sincere smiles! :D  

i've been into a new book lately. it's reallynice. mommy bought it for me. about a really naughty, hyperactive dog. i'd enjoy it more if tim wasn't walloping it up so fast. i'm at chap 6 and he's at chap 20+. stupid speed reader.. 

thisis what happens when you get struck by lightning-- you start acting like shrek. 

it's a rainy rainy day! :) anyways this is granny. she finally made a funny face for me on her own accord. she was telling me what english words she knows just now. they consist of - no sweat, water, one two three four fie sis seben et nie ten eleben and twell, eat, bae[bathe], i wan to ... , God, hwee[sweet], and a few more other words, one of which is the word for illegitimate child. she just had nother bloodspill yesterday and it was so bad that che came home in someone else's clothes cause hers were just too bloody. poor mama. 

BRAN AND THE RAMBUTAN! 

turns out tim didn't go for any extraction t'day. *dissapointment* anyways, some guy on msn who calls himself pin pin is irritating me now. another guy or girl called xuemin added me too. it's no coincidence, i tell you.

HAHA. timmy's gone to get his teeth extracted so that he can get his braces done. i wonder if he's crying. HM.

my granmama was trying to feed bran with rambutans just now. funny rite? he looked at the hairy thing like it was some alien. anyways, the girl upstairs is just, just killing me slowly, torturing me by SINGING. GOODNESS it's not even singing it's shouting and feeling good about it. don't her parents care about her? TELL HER THE TRUTH! it's just, needles lah. AAH! my ears are bleeding. i seriously wanna call the powlice! :((


suffering from major headache. more ouch. short of 5 bookmarks. erm, oh no. raye lets go shopping larr..

didn't go for the VBS thing tooday because i had to study for the tests which i failed in the past week. SADNESS. changed the skin for fun. i get bored of things after a while, you know, like my hair. HA. speaking of which, wonder what i'm gonna do with it next.

laminated those lovely kiddy bookmarks for t'chers day. goodness, talk about abstract art. anyways, they do look nice. the new crocs slogan rocks evidently in them. NO OFFENSE KIDS. mmm. savouring the sushi sis. maria made. yummee! :D

SO PREETYY LARRR! ahem. i mean he dress. *DROOLS* 

look larr. so fun larr. sian larr. i wan to go again! again! and i sound ike a telletubby. 

yay! somebody's birfday was on the17th you know? had a birfday dinner for JIEYI at a coffeeshop near my place. :) then, we proceeded on to some void decks to talk all the crap we could think about. yay!

wah, yesterday shepherd's group was at my place and i was really down and sick and giddy and all. tried not to go near the kids, but you know kids. i wan paper! i wan ruler! i wan to touch bran! i scared of bran! lalalalaaa deedeedee. my head was just pounding all the way lar. still is a lil today. BOOHOOOO.

i have two dresses i gotta get altered and i've been wanting to bring them to the taylor alll week but i keep forgetting! :( oh, and i gotta BREAKOUT all -- over -- my -- poor -- face.

other than that like's the same. i've started writing again too, more dumb stories that don't have an ending. gg for wtc l8r. *sighs*

i have some kind of wierd skin formation on my upper thigh near my hips. no pain no itch, so initially i didn't bother until recently, when it SPREADD to the next thigh. EW. my mom says it looks like some kind of worm so i got it checked out at the doc's today. original doc on maternity leave, leavig me with another doc. anyways it was my first time there so i didn't care which doc was in or not. "guy doctor ah?" i asked the counter lady. "yah." then a wierd look from her. fine. my last doc was a guy too. no problemo.

i was at the clinic first thing in the morning so i was the only sick person there. my dad was there too, to pay (duh). so i sit down after that conversation and look dumb for a while. them counter lady goes, "uh, you can go in now." *me bewildered*

"ahem. halo."

"hi ....... agness. (he's reading the card someone just threw in from a hole in the wall. my personal information.) sso what'ss the problem?"

he is pale, flat faced, and young. maybe ... early 30's. the moment he opened his mouth i was gonna just, BURST into laughter. tt wouldn't be nice now, wd it? what if he gets mad and prescribes me sulfuric acid or sth?! lol. kiddin. he's the kind of person tt emphasises on all the ending sounds and the S's in words. a lil bit of a wrist thing gg on, i think. anyways..

"i have this wierd skin ... thing. (now i feel dumb. should have said growth, or abnormality or sth.) no itch no pain. couldn't be bothered until it spread to my other thigh."

so i wring up my shorts a lil to show him, hoping it isn't cancer or sth that needs a jab. i hate needles. he gave a wierd analitical stare, then he poked it.

"it kind of pops out. don't know why."

he pokes the other side. not pokes as in poke poke lah. poke like press poke.

"my mom said it looked like a worm." NOW THAT SOUNDED DUMB.

"i don't think it looks like a worm. it looks more like a skin infection. when did it...."

"CAn't remember... SKIN INFECTION? oh. not worm?"

"no. really cannot remember?"

"nope. been quite a while but i didn't care cause it didn't hurt or anth."

"no pain?"

"nope."

"no.. itch, or......"

"NO FEELING."

"oh."

"so you're 14?"

nodds.* i wrote 92 didn't i? *

he then tells me to take the expensive antibiotics and expensive antibiotic cream and blah blah blah.

"ok, thank you, bye bye" like he was rapping.

i walk out like a zombie. *yeah yeah. chase me out so you can continue putting your legs up on the desk while drinking your room temperatre coffeeeeee! by the way the mug made a mark on someone's prescription card. was it mine??

two days ago i got my thumb stuck in a wheelchair's wheel and we had to call the fire department to saw it out! nah. just kidding. i saved everyone the trouble and yanked it out myself. blame it on those reflexes. anyway it is still a lil swollen and it hurts like ... like when your thumb gets stuck in a wheelchair's wheel. MANN.


so, i got lectured many many times t'day by daddy. tim too. as in, he got lectured. scolded, more like. whatever. now there's no TV ! goodness. actually we can just plug it in anytime we want, but COMMON SENSE, PPL! if i do that he'd hafta smash the TV to stop us from watching it. that'd be like, badder. to think tt i prayed for a good day this morning. let's see, swollen finger, no TV, and more school work (reason i got scolded). maybe it's good in some way, like when paul was caught in tt storm but in the end he .... what happend? forget it. in everything give thanks, babeh! thank God for the weather. (tt sounds desperate. i'm doing my best.)
was so bored just now i vented all my anger and fury into a - mop. so constructive right? no, tim isn't dead with a mop in his mouth ... i mopped the floor lah. multiple times, infact. i just mopped and mopped and squeezed and bent and opped until my arms ACHED. like, the floor. it's like mirror now.


granny's so facinated my bran. you know what i'm facinated by? the way she sneezes so hard she farts out huge balls of toxic air with tremendous sounds of sheer horrorrrrrrr.. like, arhHOOOOEW, PWAAAAAAAART!~. yeah. she humms the whole day long, talks to bran, talks about stupid short nurses in the dialysis centre getting pregnant b4 they're married. typical peranakan gossip lah. oh and she thinks the male nurse there is proposing to her or sth.. lols. she's almost deaf so she turns the radio on super loud and scolds it when she's at a news channel or sth.. she says in malay, talk talk talk lah.. talk wad lah. not shiok. this orang puteh channel. i tell you ah, (me doing ssku work) friday song good lahh. you know wad time? 9pm! 9pm good! !@%&^&%$%&^(&. talk talk talk.

NO TEEVEEEEEEEEE .... AHHHHHHHHHH!

housewarming was quite fun! ubin's house is nice. lalala. nothing to blog about. =((

anyways, yesterday we had a pizza party at my aunt's housee! cuzzin's birfday. she's 27! (and my granma mistook her for me from behind. its her eyesightt i tell you!) had pizzas from CALIFORNIA PIZZA KITCHEN SIA! must have cost a bomb. woah. that's like, expensive crap i just passed out. =D watched animal planet like siao.

now granny's back here, in my room. thank GOD her diareah stopped! she's sitting down now being good and all. she's drawing. got out all my drawing things and she asked me whad i wanted her to draw, and i said flowers. actually i said plowers cause tt's the way she pronounces it. its funny, cause plowers are the only thing she knows how to draw, and she still asks. i just realized i got my love for rainbows and multi-colored things from HER! so kool. i like i when i don't have to change daipers. it's much more .. pleasant, smell and all. i'll post up some pics of plowers someday. you should hear her lingo. it's so funnyyyy. and now i can brush up my malay! i never knew her favourite song was silent night holy night. AWWWW.