OMO the weather's great now huh? treasuring these few rainy hours. bran, on the other hand, is freaking out because of the thunder. whenever it booms he'll squaaaaash himself against my leg. :D but whenever i ask him if he's scared he gives me a look like, no i'm just protecting you~
dog with ego, pfft.

got the itchy cough now, and am still on antibiotics. it's supposed to make skin look better you know? but no leh not working on me. ): but it healed up my throat really quick.

NEWS:
-found a few sites with super cute clothes at like good prices but can't buy them becos, no money.
bullang.com is one.

-new hor fun shop downstairs is fantastico!

bye bye i must needs mug~

been down with fever and bad throat (BAD) these few days but i'm much much better now. it was really bad on friday because the fever went up up and my head was, wah, booming up there. that's like my worst fear now cause it really makes me unable to do anything. mommy came back and gave me a wonderful painkiller and whacked me with a good dose of antibiotics because of my throat. i dunno why i'm prone to this throat ulcer thing it's freaky.. my throat becomes like an alien nest. my ears are hurting from the infection and i have bloody gunk coming outta my nose in the morning. mom's reaction when she shone the light in my mouth was priceless-- the loudest aiyoh.

ah anyway, friday was bad, saturday was better and today is alright. but i couldn't go to church today, 'cause i couldn't sleep last night, 'cause of this COUGH and the horrible heat (!!!!!). was up till 4 am tryinggggg to fall asleep. ): woke up later today and read Bible and the booklet thing from the new class. bran pee-d a giant one near tim's piano in anger of not being fed. yellow oasis or fury.

tim had to book in at 6:30 or some ridiculous time like that this morning so he left real early. blood results yesterday showed no more drop (i think. nobody told me anything.) so i guess he just has to go back.

new week alreadyyyyy. fighting~
geil fighting~

today i made sandwiches for breakfast with the sandwichmaker that looks like a handbag (it's cool).

then, i made potato salad for lunch because tim couldn't go down to draw money or buy food (...) and there was no money in the house. ingredients: potatoes (duh), carrots, green apple, chicken, eggs. found all these things in le fridge so i thought it was a divine sign that i should make potato salad. wasn't bad, haha. three cheers for aggie~

cleaned up the house, ordered tim around abit cause he's so free, folded underwear and fed little bro bran his breakfast and dinner. I FEEL LIKE A MOTHER! which, strangely, i totally prefer over staring at schoolbooks. (:

my nose is bigger than usual (which is already big) today. um what happened?

this is how you should watch 2days 1night .
(:

hoho, tim's bloodcount thing dropped again! it has to drop below 90 for him to be admitted so, just more MC for now. (hasn't dropped that low yet.) wonder if he really has dengue! D:
he keeps saying he can watch 2D1N tonight. pfft~

yesterday my aunt came all the way to our house to give tim birds nest and the herbal jelly thing. (!) thanks EE!!!

(fighting spiders jjang!) i like tuesdays. finally a s'porean production i like! i think the acting is alright and the storyline (so far) is cute. CHARLIE IS CUTE. downpoints are that it's not very accurate and the backgrounds of the characters are abit cliche leh, one no mother one no father etc. dad says boys in that era, his era haha, were more innocent and not so hygeinic. (yeah their shirts are too white!) and i think they were alot more conservative back then.. like the whole scene with the girl helping the gangster is not believable at all.
still i really like this one. there was another series called six weeks or something with adrian pang when he was a newbie and all, that was nice too.

i can't be bothered with red thread...

typo, joke, or for real?

hahaha.
oh my goosenest what a good deal !

lunch time! daddy's out getting his medical results. *chews nails*

dad got a job yesterday at kenny's workplace. i think the job was for me (?) but, um i really gotta concentrate on finishing up highschool. the job is just some data entry stuff and it's temporary i think. :)

tim has another blood test scheduled tomorrow.. he's still at home sleeping and sleeping. like a very tan and underfed pig. i think his diarrhea is better cause he isn't crashing into people frantically trying to reach the toilet in time anymore. but mom's doc friends say that if it's dengue then when the fever goes down things get serious. or something like that. we're just observing now.

the weather's pretty nice around here today! :D i gotta go back to schoolwork blah blah.

the weather has been fantastic, hasn't it?

hah. sarcasm to start off my post.

went to church with crazy hair today because i didn't have time to.. do anything with it. there was that new class, the ABCs thing. freaked because i forgot that i was supposed to teach the kids in chapel and rushed to prepare, but thank GOD (sorry, God.) i managed to figure something out. went to semb mart for lunch and came home to the mommy and the timmy.

tim's still fevery but at least he's up and about and alert-er. he has bad diarrhea though. they suspect him of having dengue or something so he needs to get another blood test tomorrow at the PC. he's got MC till tuesday hoho~
THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR THE CONCERN. :)

take care geil geil. anytime. <3

thank God that yesterday was one big breather! my gran managed to come over, thanks to my aunt, for a few hours to play with bran and sleep on her nice old bed and use her new wheelchair! but then she had to go back to the old folks' home by 6. she talked SO MUCH.

bought bubble tea for geil and went to her place, got to see micah with her family of pooh poohs! followed the alamons to friday night prayer meeting and talked alot with geil before/after praying. came back and watched HOUSE (!) and went to sleep.

got up at 9. mommy cooked breakfast for us this morning, aw so sweet! went to meet up with celine and lipming at the interchange to bring them for teens. was late because of another killer stomachache, mom can testify. the weather was and is KILLER. i think killer is my word of the day. seriously it's like the sun is outside my house right now. anyway, came back for lunch since daddy was cooking, and also because i wanted a ride back instead of having to take bus and walk or something. ha lazy me.

everything is pretty much back to status quo now. hope next week will be nice.

fighting!

timmy came back from changi hospital about half an hour ago.. high fever. think he should be fine in a few days' time. if not we'll just send him in again? the antibiotics should help lah. please pray for him!

my dad just somehow seems to say things that i find so obnoxious i really dunno what to do. i wanna rent (?) a tent and stay at the beach for a few days.

boo.

i just had a really really horribly bad day today. found out that i can't go for the convention (ugh i feel so mad just typing this!) because the fee is, guess what, twice what we expected. my dad was not very helpful at first. i was quite obviously mad but he didn't have the guts to ask me if i was upset or anything. guess he didn't want it to seem like his fault since he got me into this in the first place. anyway i was so pissed because this is so deja vu of the book illustration thing last year i couldn't stand the painting staring me in the face. put it aside facing the wall and threw away all the dumb forms i filled up so happily. arrgh why does this keep happening to meeeeeeee after all the rushed effort and anticipation! i am too mad to describe. (i don't even know who to be mad at.) if i had those karate planks in front of me i'd smash 'em all! the short story the poem and the PAINTINGGGG. mom and geil gave helpful sympathy and i got all weepy. my goosenest i don't like today at all. i feel like zapping flies with the electric badminton racket thing.

SO
DISSAPPOINTING.

mannnnnnnnnn.

on top of that tim's running a high fever and i need to send my phone for repair.
at least got warranty.

AW,
PAINTING:DAY 3
updato! it's coming along good. the first coat that i painted on saturday finally dried a little. i shrunk the baby's head and now i think i need to shrink his arm. i added his hair AH it's so cute! sort of procrastinating starting on their hands... hands are a nightmare for me. hands and ears! anyway, thank God it's progressing. :) maybe i'll paint a pillow behind her head tomorrow. so tired from standing... i'm gonna watch family outing.

i'm still a little disoriented? maybe a blue monday will put me back on track.
been a long week and long(er) weekend, can't really remember what i did but it was long. oh, today i had to wear the white dress i bought a few years ago. if you search through the posts you'd find a pic of it. the dresscode was all white, so. just wear lah.

WEEK/end

timmy accessorizing.

chapatti at tekar market. good stuff.

cousin's heels' makeover. leftover gold nail polish that me dad hates. HAR.

charcoal hands! sketched a photo of mom and dad but it turned out ugly.

OH YESH i finally got round to getting the stuff and starting the painting! look 30% done!!!

whaddaya think.. heartstring-tugger? hmmhmm. babe's head is too big. will get this done by the end of this month, whoo! (must psych myself up lah~) i REALLY hope this wins something. really really. come to think of it, it's kinda funny that i don't plan to pursue art as a career anymore huh? when did that happen...

hopefully i might get some business from the convention thing. you know, rich people see it and take pity on this poor developing artist person and say hey, why don't i pay you to do one for me? fat hope, but you never know right? so far i've only drawn for my friend and he paid me 35 bucks plus lunch. ha.

this week has passed by fast and i'm a little disoriented. hey, today's a FREE DAY! good thing because i gotta return library books and buy paint and canvas whoo! and make one baby shower card, i must not forget that.

i think i'll paint something to do with a child, like reaching out or something easily touching like that. from what i heard, the judges are not.. exactly.. artistic (they're just parents or volunteers who are free at the time) so i will just paint something simple that hopefully pulls some heartstrings. actually i'm not even sure if i can get a painting done in time. i have until the end of this month. yeah daddy sprang that duedate up on me and i was quite mad because NOW THEN HE TELL ME i thought i had until june ARRH! sometimes he thinks it's easy to just pump out a painting in a week and it'll dry by tomorrow. no, daddy. sighs... no point saying, just try lah.

been starving from shopping. kill kill kill the fleshhh. *says flesh like gollum*

i need to go toilet.

songhyegyo your head lah tim. hahah~

GETWELLSOONGEILLLLLL<3

daddy is bugging me to go jogging. it seems since tim is gone he's turning his fitness-first attentions to UM, moi! roar no no no.

what should i paint for the competition? what?! i dunno! no flowers please.

grandma trouble.

she's not sick or anything, just telling different stories to my mom and uncle and causing alotta misunderstandings. intentionally? seems like leh. she's known to be naughty when she wants attention, but.. i dunno. give her the benefit of the doubt?

timmy's coming back tomorrow. he's so doodoo lah, he bought the specs and kept the receipt?! so we can't collect them for him although they've been ready since tuesday. HAHAR-

last night a bunch of ah bengs were making so much noise downstairs. last month a bunch of indian dudes had a bottle fight that lasted like 1 hour and the police had to drag them away. from the voiddeck to the carpark, back and forth in the rain. very drama, full view from my house.



yishun... gangstertopia.

uh, the week has been boring? mundane-ness. i feel a little bit like a zombie. a zombie who is trying to exercise more. starting this week i've been feeling the fats layering on my bod, it's quite freaky since i've been underweight until now. i wake up and tie my hair and see my arms flabbering? (!!!!!) so i'm working on cutting out snacks, teabreaks, post-teabreaks, suppers and post-suppers because, well they're not really necessary. and the trash i eat in between. i'm not dieting right? those aren't even meals so it's not counted as dieting. anyway i'm not the kind of person who can starve herself so no worries~ besides, i'm growing taller so that helps too. whoo grow grow! on top of fasting from non-meals i'm doing those lazy 10 min workouts and toning up with my dusty 5kgs. long time no see buddies.

i have just posted a whole post on fatness. Ha.

timmy fighting! lepperds jjang! :D