church was a lil different today cause we were celebrating t'chers day. everything themed with t'chers. OH YAH before tt there was a lesson on accepting concequences .. or sth. anyways the teens pushed the mike to me and made me summarize everything to the whole church, as in representing the teens lah. AAAAAH! i'm so bad at public speaking lah. i just messed up. it felt like i had diarreah, publicly. i said alotta crap lah, dono if relevent anot. then i could see people frowning and giving that you're struggling, aren't you kind of smile, you know, with sympathetic eyebrows. SIGHS. had Lord's supper today ad i was staring at the tiny cup remembering how i broke one when i was 10 or so. i was trying to make it suck onto my palm by squeezing it gently and pressing it on and then letting go. those cups don't take squeezing very well, i tell you. anyway it broke and i just stacked it up in the pile pretending nth happened and returned home feeling like i'd killed someone. good times. :P

gave out all those magnetoes and bookmarkies and i still gotta make more cause there's not enough. had lunch with my two budds at SSC's BK and stuffed ourselves with beef and mushroom and onions.

went to ABM for their anniversary too! so good to see those faces. gotta see the all famous jamie, but too bad i didn't introduce myself. not sure why. anyways, cheryl and hao chuan were there as well. still the same. hao chuan likes his buttons low. didn't see jacob or tingshan there. jemy likes sitting with me now. don't know why. she's a good girl, though. i don't mind her bugging me and copying answers. it's kinda fun.

public (quite public) apology to everyone who was irritated by raye and my mood swings. especially those when we laughed so boomingly loud that the moonman heard it. i do no apologise for taking stupid pics but i do apologise for obstructing ppl's and probably your way whilst doing so.

oh my granny went to ABM too. she's so happy. good for her.