boo! i haven't posted in a while. UMM, on saturday i came home after teens club because i had some backlag test and art projects that i didn't finish in friday. =( but before that jake treated a few of us to lunch. [yay! free meeeeal.]



then on sunday everything was normal. and yesterday after school tim and i went to the wedding rehearsal. i'm supposed to film the behind the scenes section... a good use of my thick skin personality, i guess. it was really draggy, but nobody's to be blamed. and there was another free meeeeal, so, i'm appeased. HAHAA. i hope i got good footage. the lighting was laoya. :\

Proverbs 9:1 Wisdom hath builded her house, she hath hewn out her seven pillars:

2 She hath killed her beasts; she hath mingled her wine; she hath also furnished her table.

3 She hath sent forth her maidens: she crieth upon the highest places of the city,

4 Whoso is simple, let him turn in hither: as for him that wanteth understanding, she saith to him,

5 Come, eat of my bread, and drink of the wine which I have mingled.

6 Forsake the foolish, and live; and go in the way of understanding.

7 He that reproveth a scorner getteth to himself shame: and he that rebuketh a wicked man getteth himself a blot.

8 Reprove not a scorner, lest he hate thee: rebuke a wise man, and he will love thee.

9 Give instruction to a wise man, and he will be yet wiser: teach a just man, and he will increase in learning.

10 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is understanding.

11 For by me thy days shall be multiplied, and the years of thy life shall be increased.

12 If thou be wise, thou shalt be wise for thyself: but if thou scornest, thou alone shalt bear it.

13 A foolish woman is clamorous: she is simple, and knoweth nothing.

14 For she sitteth at the door of her house, on a seat in the high places of the city,

15 To call passengers who go right on their ways:

16 Whoso is simple, let him turn in hither: and as for him that wanteth understanding, she saith to him,

17 Stolen waters are sweet, and bread eaten in secret is pleasant.

18 But he knoweth not that the dead are there; and that her guests are in the depths of hell.

today's the 9th, so i read prov 9. :) i'm still trying to be faithful in Bible reading. EVERYONE READ ALSO OKAY? X)

i went out with mommy today, to AMK hub. we haven't been out together like that for a long time. my shopping stamina has gone down, surprisingly. it was nice. :) thanks mommy.

i'm STILL making cards, so if anybody wants some just sms me. ;)

i spent an hour or so of last night lying in my bunk bed listening helplessly to granny ranting very loudly about her stay at the hospital. she has that habit of sleeping in the day and staying up in the night, and another habit of TALKING TO NOBODY, probably just to get things off her chest. i can't blame her, but i really don't like my panda eyes. so today i'll make sure she stays awake while the sun is shining and get her to talk as much as she can. :) she's talking even now, about her stools. WOW. now she's complaining how the nurses didn't give her food, but that's because you can't eat before a surgery. haha. AIYOH mama ah....

my right ear is infected and it HURTS. I DONO WHY LEH. how how? will i go deaf? will it spread to my brain? :O IS THERE A BUG INSIDE MAKING A NESTT?? *faints*

i want to cut my hair hair. aza!

granny is coming home today. heard her stitching is quite grosse. aggie fact: my feet get tingly when i see bloody stuff or even talk about blood or grosse medical procedures. somehow that's always a hot topic in my house, given that my mom's a nurse and tim's a sci-am reader.

i'm feeling a little fed-up now, but of course i won't spread it out all over my blog. this is why blogs aren't personal to me. you can't really tell the whole story. :\ boo lah.

i have 15 more PACES to go and three more weeks left to do them. add oil add oil.
i don't like my art pace. it keeps telling me to get pictures from magazines, and tim gets mad when i rip pics off his nat geos, so i'm left with -- FRUSTRATION. then no color printer so cannot use pics from the net. GAAAAAAAAAAAHHH !

but it rained today so i'm happy.

granny is in hospital. mommy brought her there yesterday and she was warded to have her OP today, you know, for her arm and all. it's called an angioplasty, topping the list of chim words i know, next to conjunctivitis and the full term for DNA. i wonder how she's doing. old people are people you really can't take forgranted. PRAY FOR HER LEH, as in, pray long long. [hahaha.] hope she can come home soon.

things i have learned from granny:
the peranakan language. HA.
that mind is really over body.
that there are things in life that we just gotta leave to God instead of drop hair over.
that life comes from God
that yellow gold is better than white.
that zambuk heals everything
that a simple faith can make the way much clearer.
that real women don't need drugs while giving birth.
that you can be happy even in alot of pain.

sweet huh? she's one of a kind. remind me to be more patient with her please. X)

went for the rehearsal thing at pemimpin yesterday. took a cab there. got to catch the wonkies and the gohs and LTL too so i passed him his present there. :) jemy waved to meeeee.. and my heart melted, HAHA. they're sweet kids. the onkies too, i mean, the ongsters. tim practiced his filming while i filmed the behind the scenes whatevery thing. i'll do a better job next week i promise. yes, i'm going again next week! maybe we can rush faster so i can catch more people. i was some stand in bridesmaid too so i walked in with the flower girls during the procession practice. i was a fake bridesmaid for a day. :| b.Dan offered us a ride back. end of sunday's activities.

tim asks me every now and then whether i'd get married in a studio. NO LAH. if i get married it would either be in a church or outdoors. i really like the outdoor idea but singapore is so tropical, not a very good idea unless i have alot of money. if i have alot of money, then i'll hire timmy to invent a bubble over singapore so i can air con the whole island, then i can hold my wedding outdoors. i think church is better. or any other very nice building. and i will design my own gown because i hate all those gowns everyone seems to be wearing and designer gowns are too expensive, that is, unless i've gotta lotta money. this is confusing. :\

work time! byebyebye.

why doesn't anyone like this kind of design? empire cut, NICE WHAT. lol.

three pretty cards for sale! i'll probably use them up if they don't sell. :(
going for $6 altogether. they've got jewels on them leh.
the yellow yellow part is the floor, not a part of the card.
"just to say..."

"happy birthday. may beautiful things come your way"

"sometimes a simple thank you seems to say it best."

i wonder how granny is.

once again it's friday [not that you don't already know] and the week has just, whizzzed by me [i don't like that.] i really really wish saturdays were longer so i could do stuff with my parents, esp my mommy. the weekends are so filled it's kinda frustrating [to me lah.] *big big :( face* on sundays she has to take care of granny after church and by the time lunch is over, it's like 2.30.
i don like i don liiiike. :|

anyway, weekdays are super mundane for me. trying to finish off my school work for the year asap so i can have holidays, but the problem is that i'm a lazy person. HAHA, no lah, these few weeks have been good. i'm working hard! to the point i'm sitting down so much i've grown a huge belly. [i have to present some kind of proof..] :D BASHIAAAAA!!!

hey peepol tag leh. last time got alot of people tag how come now nobody tag one? if you visit my bloggie then TAG! it will somehow make me happier. ahem. :)

I FOUND MY SCRAPBOOOOOOOK [good thing] ! look lah, this is us and uncle samuel. =D he was our super good friend and we used to stay over at his place for fun. haven't seen him in uh, A FEW YEARS. that's kinda sad huh? oh wait, i saw him. but we didn't really talk or anything. oh well! i don't think he reads my blog. if you are then HULLO! [don't know what else to say]

oh man~ look at timmy.

okay, geil, this is proof that i really looked like you in time past,
only thing i had small slitty eyes. -_-"

cute huh? this is why i want a didi.this is also why i wanna didi.

i was a stunted kid with stubby limbs. amazing.

AT SENTOSAAAAAA.

everyone mistook me for a boy. and tim was a greedy baby.

tim and my mom's dad, gong gong. tim's cakes
are always fancier than mine, pfft...

THE END LAH. X)

BIG BIG NEWS! yes, great news! i've reached my goal! i actually did it!



i can touch my toes. hee~

PRAY FOR GRANNY LEH. the tubey thing in her arm has complications. short explanation: her kidneys failed long ago so she can't expel toxins by peeing so she goes for dialysis where they suck her blood out from her arm, filter it with an imitation kidney, and pump it back in. they fitted a rubber thingy in her arm so they could poke it and sick the blood out from there every time instead of poking her actual vein. the rubber thingy is spoiled [i think] and her arm has a bulbous lump on it now but apparently she can still continue dialysis. she went to SGH just now. her next appointment is this sunday. they may need to replace/repair that thing, which they just did IN JULY or sometime recent like that. anyway granny is kinda clueless and making up her own simpler theories regarding the bulge. most importantly i hope she fights on like always. :) it helps when she's optimistic. she'd be busier fighting with the nurses rather than obsessing with death, like some old people do when they're sick.

sorry, that explanation wasn't exactly short. heh.
I(L)DADDY&MOMMY&TIMMY&GRANNY&BRAN&
thelateTOOTSIE&
TITI&MEIMEI&B.E.
whoarefloating/sunbathingsomewhereinthereservoir

just for the record. ;D

Proverbs 27:6 Faithful are the wounds of a friend; but the kisses of an enemy are deceitful.

it's never fun to get scolded or told off by older people, but sometimes it's worse coming from people our own age. still, if constructive correction is given in love, it's good to remember this verse and swallow it in. on the other hand, if a friend just wants to quarrel with you all the time over silly things, that's a different story. another thing i got from the vesre is that if your so called friend is always patting you on the back saying it's okay when you're not doing right, well then he's actually your enemy.

i kinda realized that those faithful wounds only come about when people are close or know each other very well. like, we never confront hi-bye friends about their faults or wrongdoings. so i think it's safe to say, that verse is a test of true friendship. quote from mommy who quoted someone else," familiarity brings contempt."

aza. fighting!

I WENT TO GEIL'S HOUSE LEH. think the parents wanted to talk about homeschooling, so while they did that, we children just chilled in the rooms. there are like tons of photos there [compared to my house] and we looked at them and talked about them and somehow the conversation topics varied to some totally unrelated stuff. but it was fun. :) and they saved pizza for us! and roy actually SPOKE! haha. X) marc was cute lah, adding salt and pepper in our conversations.

pray for sis. Gema. she's very pregnant!

today bran puked on the sofa and ate it back up. that's good but grosse. and i woke up with a sore throat. =( somebody invent a vaccine for sore throats can?

aye, today was nice. not that other days aren't, just saying...
the message in church was about SINNNNNN. yes i do have some things to work on. =( anyway i went to meet rachel. it's been like what, 3 weeks? in MBC i'd never not seen raye for 3 weeks. now it's normality. sad, but i can't really do anything about it! holidays are coming, so maybe that will bring a change. maybe we can both save some money and have a proper outing where we actually buy things. we got to talk ALOT [to me] about all sorts of stuff. hmong reminiscence was hilarious. we ate at BK and walked around NP for fun, plus it's become our tradition. saw some nice things but i was out of money.
sher is in china still (i think?). don't dare to message her for fear of phone bills, that is, if she's still there.
raye is a nice person. she didn't laugh at me when i sounded weird talking about salvation and stuff. she also remembers everything about hmong [man that was funny.]. she didn't blind me with propelled perfume. <3
oh and i met jieyi and jo too. that was nice. :)

i think i'm going to geil's house later. i think. [YAY. better than staying home.]

been having this feeling like time's passing by SO FAST. it's sunday, then suddenly it's sunday again! i must seriously use my time properly.

thank God two tracting contacts came today! hope they understood what they heard. =) SO ENCOURAGING LAAA.

YATTA !

HAAAAAPPY is aggie today because she got her PAY! made lots of cards and gift tags and put them in a box for my aunt's friend, and today my pay came! so satisfying. :) thank God.

new cards!
"enjoy the day" is $1.60
"happy birthday" is $1.50

the words are outside and inside saying,
"thanking God for you... and the many ways you share His love"
$2.00 each.

on a painful note, i'm having tummy issues. =(
HAPPY BIRFDAY YL!

found a photo on the net... thought i would paint a guy for a change. noticed the photo looked kind of good, nice bushy eyebrows. tadah, this is the painting.

GAHAHA okay seriously, this is timmy! it's a breakthrough for me because two out of three people recognized it as him right off the bat! dad and tim could tell, but granny couldn't, but she's half blind so she doesn't really count. =D after i told her who it was then she started laughing and staring at it. klarka lah. good good, this will be tim's belated present once it dries. =) his eyes are really big when he takes off his specs.

getting timmy to send me those pictures from yesterday. we had pizza for dinner and ice cream as the cake. [haagen dazs yeah. good stuff.] THEN we, the lee family, went crazy taking family photos. it's our tradition, my birthday, tim's, mom's or dad's. we arrange ourselves in front of that tripod thing and sweat it out and quarrel about lighting. won't post up ALL our pics, just some. :)

confession: i didn't take any photos of pizza dinner. i was busy eating.

:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMMY!

TIMMY! HIS BIRTHDAY IS COMING. it's tomorrow. YAAAAAAAAHH. pizza day, i love pizza. remember to wish him, everybody. :) he's 17! so OLDDD. he even has a mustache. [i just had to say that] hope tomorrow will be a nice day. will post pics. wohoo~

i'm doing a painting according to psalms 126:5. :) hopefully it'll turn out nice so i can give it to someone. but to a very conservative person (art-wise) it'd look strange and maybe scary. anyways, if it doesn't look very nice then i'll just stick it up on my wall along with my other prized works. the verse means alot. maybe i'll frame it up. or give it to my mommy or daddy. using oil paint and i only have the primary colors which i bought from china's carrefour in beijing last year, which consist of red, blue, white, black, and yellow ONLY, like a little kid's paint, not even a green! in other words it's hard to get colors like skin color which i use alot since i paint faces. so, when i've saved up enough money, i'll get a full range of oil paint and some nice canvasses! that is, if i haven't spent it all on clothes or shoes. XD

and i'm totally boring you all out. but IT'S OKAY. haha, i'm crazing out. must be overdose of pimple medication...

Psalms 2:11 Serve the LORD with fear, and rejoice with trembling.

SATURDAY was a full day! i didn't really get to laze around, but i guess that's a good thing! after teens club we had song practice, then lunch, then daph, s.yunli and i went back to church to wait for tracting. ah, tracting. i realised i wasn't the only one who was rusty at it AND excited about it at the same time. really really thank God for everyone who is super-enthusiastic about sharing the gospel with total strangers. when i was younger, i admit, i was very reluctant to go tracting. the way people look at you like you're a fool with blind faith, the doors slamming and worse of all, the questions you can't answer.. i just hated it. but i was a small girl with the wrong perspective about it all. :) maybe now i really see how much people need the truth. plus, i love my tracting buddy whose chinese is superb. HEEHEE.

thank God for not letting my mind go blank once someone opened the door, and for protecting us from ridiculously ferocious dogs who guard the doors, and for helping us not get discouraged when an angry man scolded us and told us to advertise the gospel in the newspaper [??], and for keeping us safe when weird men in boxers opened the door, but most of all, for the contacts we made who were willing to come to church and even accept Christ! people are so filled with their own opinions today that when someone actually accepts Christ, it's like a miracle, a phenomenon. :)
granny is talking to nobody again. LOL..

I FEEL SICK, as in literally. but the thermometer says i'm not, so perhaps it's a psychological thing. =( wah, the weather is so HOT. i'm sweating pints by the minute. =((

i'm such a complain queen...

today my dad went through my english, some stuff he has to mark, and he says my essays were very good! i don't really know if that's true or not though. i must go and check out the standards today. anyway, it occurred to me that i love writing alot, thus i have jotted down JOURNALISM as one of my possibles pursuits, although i don't know a dime's worth about it at all. haha. follow jamie follow jamie! taking WRITING as one of my subjects next year, yes, the whole subject on writing alone, so either i'll like it alot or i'll hate it in the end. i'm crazy. i chose greek as an elective too. just had that same loss of sanity as when i chose french last year. :) maybe i'm overestimating myself. won't die one lah. :D

i realize i'm a coward. i only like doing things i can do very well. if i'm lousy at it then i don't enjoy it. what a flaw.

aiyah it's so hot today lah. when i buy my own house i'll buy a bathtub and aircon! AAAAAAAAAH!

card selling doing well for now. thank God. =)

GRANNY GRANNY. she can't stop talking! but it's okay, i'm not irritated or anything. look! that's her after church asking me to buy rojak.

yesterday i found my favourite blue esprit shirt spotted with black spots because of mixed washing and i was fuming, FUMING mad because people spoke like it was okay and it's just a shirt and i can wear it in the house. * WHAAAAATTTT?!!* if only they said the same thing when i spoiled their stuff that cost quite alot of money. =( anyway, i managed to control my fiery mouth by going somewhere else and pulling my hair out. figure of speech. sighs... guess i'll just hope the colored bleach thing works. HEART PAIN LAAAAA like waste money liddat. i shall not carry on on the subject, it's taking years off my life.

geil made me a huge pink card. THANK YOO LAH. =D

THE CHRISTIAN LIFE IS LIKE RIDING UP A HILL ON A BICYCLE WITHOUT BREAKS. so don't stop pedaling! so so so sooo many people have slid down and gone away. AZA. let's not forget what nailed Christ to the cross -- sin. how can we then go back to it? i remind you, you remind me. :)

granny went to church today! GAH, she was so happy. and my card business thing is running again. maybe it's seasonal. :) i have resolved to save the money this time. I WILLL. there is one thing bugging me though, that is that everyone says i'm undercharging and thinks i don't know the art of making money. I DO LAH I DOO i'm just kind and can't look in the face of a friend i'm unjustly sucking money out of SOO, i will raise the prices, but only for working peepol. DEAL? yesss. :D

i want to be more flexible. FLEKSIBOLLL !

going crazy in a cab.

Romans 8:35-39
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

i wanted to msg this verse out yesterday but it was too long. :) read it on wednesday morning in the bible and then i came across it again while i was reading a book titled 'the hiding place' by corrie ten boom. qiao hor? :D i was very encourage by both the verses and the book.

the book's about this lady, corrie, and her family who helped hide jews and do many other things for them during the German occupation in holland. yes, all that suspensing, underground stuff like secret rooms and fake ID papers. the most heartwrenching part to me is when she and family were imprisoned after being caught. the book addresses so many common questions a christian in any kind of trial would ask. anyway, some of her closest family members died in prison but she lived through it all. (her accounts can be quite vivid.) i think she was in her sixties when she finally got out, and she, according to the wishes of her very close sister who died, told of the things she knew God put her through, and helped many, many people who had also been damaged by the war. she died on her 91st birthday.

and now all of a sudden i have thousands of topics for essays flying through my brain. i'll post them up if i ever do them. :)

TADAHHH~YAY this is my first successful painting of a human face! rejoice with me people. :) now i'm in the mood for painting. no, i didn't make this face up in my head. i copied it from a picture, and mind you it doesn't look alike ONE WEE BIT but who cares. HAHA. i beginner level lahhh.

AZA.
okay daphne! teddy bears. so exciting.


I PASSED MY FRENCH LAHHH ! =D

my bloggy is getting stagnant. AIYAH, there're so many things i wanna bloggabout but they always slip my mind. for one..
SUNDAY WAS SWEEET with my two buddy buddies. raye reported that she liked her gift so YIPPEE. we ate mos and joanne treated us to cookies, then we walked around and i offended a man-girl. =| accidentally! and, i got my boots from rachel. :) they fit okay! and i'll find times to wear them. tytyty.

tim's new number is --> 81680434
he got a new plan that's cheaper i think. the old one he was using actually belonged to my aunt. :)

i gotta letter from melodyyyy and i'll reply her as soon as i get stamps.

When life's burdens get so heavy
and it seems I'm all alone,
I cast my care on Jesus
and come boldly to His throne.
For I find His grace sufficient
when His promises I heed.
And His very life He sacrificed,
and He lives to intercede.

He is the Lord of lords, and when He speaks, winds and waves obey.
When Jesus whispers peace be still then darkness turns to day.
And as I'm trusting in my Saviour's Word, doubts and fears all cease.

And beneath the shelter of His wings I'm at rest, in perfect peace.

ANYONG. just came back from song practice, CC touring, and present buying. so fast and it's 5 oclock lah, boo. now i have to make many many cards but there's one problem-- i have no paper! i wanted to but some just now on the way back BUT i had no money. i'm very sad. i'm broker than ever. can one make cards out of toilet paper? *dumb smile*

pics from tooday, after our rapid shopping we sat down for a while and sher dared me eat some weird octopus sushi. come on, if u buy it for me, i'll eat it. but it felt weird in my mouth. :\

i buy ice chocolate you buy sushi because you are richer. oh yeah, there was this cool jap ice cream that i must try one day. it really made me drool.

yes this one i buy one. she took this photo while i was having a brain freeze. :P

did anyone see me brain freeze?

sher eating her lovely octopus.

like i said, i didn't like the feeling...

EEKEY piece of tentacle on my bagggg.

the present. it's simple but got alot of love in it okayy! hope raye likes it lah. =)

came across some verses today that made me think.

Jeremiah 17:9 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?
Proverbs 20:24 Man's goings are of the LORD; how can a man then understand his own way?
sometimes i really feel like i don't know why i'm doing things the that i am, especially when it's something falling in the gray catagory, like it's not right but justifiable. even when i'm doing the rightest of things, my motives are usually highly highly questionable. guess only God would know the real reason why we do things. come to think of it, it is really freaky to remember that Someone actually knows our every thought and action, not just because of the nose picking and butt scratching, but more so because of how hypocritical we can be. so, listen to your heart? [the ever so cliche lyrics we hear here and there] rrrright. listen to my heart and i'd end up with a seriously messed up life. no thank you.

the thought that came to mind when i read this one is funny.
Proverbs 20:6 Most men will proclaim every one his own goodness: but a faithful man who can find?
WHERE IN THE WORLD ARE ALL THE GOOD MEN? am i to become a miserable spinster? :(

i am so very sad right now because i've failed my french TWICE. must pass it this time man! FIGHTINGG.
yeah see that baby? that's how i look right now. like i'm about to barf on somebody. BLOOOOEAH.

Matthew 5:14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

HOORAH a earned 2 bucks yesterday from a card. [no harm rejoicing over something small. :)] it's cool earning your own money and using it to make more money.

money is not the root of all evil, HULLO? it's the LOVE OF money. just saying..

thank God that:
-singapore has no real earthquakes or tsunamis or bomb blasts or typhoons. or tigers.
-we are all alive.
-granny is okay.
-the sick people got better.
-bro. bob could keep his job!
-more people are coming to church!
-i have hands to make cards. :)
-i got my spoiled mouse changed, finally.
etcetera etcetera etcetera.

I SO WANT DECEMBER TO COME because i like church camps in malaysia. :))

someone wanted a card for a three month anniversary.

tooney card.

mommy at her work place. we went there for the open house thing. to support her. haha. EVERYONE there [almost lah] knows i'm homeschooling, and you know lah, it's phenomenal to be a homeschooler in singapore. people wanna see if your IQ low, or if you're an introvert. but anyways, all my mom's colleagues there were mighty nice. :)

1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Charity suffereth long,
and is kind;

charity envieth not;
charity vaunteth not itself,
is not puffed up,
Doth not behave itself unseemly,
seeketh not her own,
is not easily provoked,
thinketh no evil;
Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;
Beareth all things,
believeth all things,
hopeth all things,
endureth all things.
Charity never faileth:
but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

this morning we learned about worrying from matthew 6, and leaving a legacy for the next generation from joshua 4. :) i wonder if i'll ever have kids. i doubt so, you know. *daydreaming*

ONCE AGAIN monday is just around the corner. the week just flies by once it's the weekend! eating leftovers of my dinner now, my parents cooked jap food ya! bento style, haha. everything either in batter or mayo! but now, they are lecturing timmy about something and i am bored.

=|

if church comes up with a drama club one day i'll join. aiyah, i'm still in daydreaming mode. lalalala..
oh yes, and i sold a card today! whoo~
AZA. FIGHTIIIING.

revising revelation 17-22 now. wah, yesterday wasn't a very pleasant day for me, but thank God it's today and i wanna make it a nice day! i will be good and kind.

my eyes are so puffy right now i don't know what to do with them. after teens club i gotta go visit my granma, cause she's been asking for me. she told my mom, tell agnes i become very skinny and sick then she will sure come one. haha.. she's actually alright lah. but anyway, it's only right to go. guess she misses her one and only roommate/kopi maker. :)

my tummy is serioulsy not feeling good, but i don't wanna make a big fuss about it at home. haha. i'm always telling tim to toughen up, so i have to do it myself. bleh. :|

wishlist add-on: i wanna punching bag. big one! MUAHAHA. what's the use of being fit if you don't know how to defend yourself?? *grins.*

Proverbs 14:26 In the fear of the LORD is strong confidence: and his children shall have a place of refuge.

i think this was on saturday? sitting by the roadside having bubble tea. bryan didn't wanna take pics with us. [HMPH!] aiyoh i didn't know i was so white. wearing a stupid shirt that said, SWAT TEAM. hahaha..

bran made a bed out of my stinky shirt and some skirt he found on the floor. LOL.

the dog

and the bear

excellent news! [i feel very english today, haha.] i earned 16 bucks [WAHHHHH] from selling cards yesterdayyy! my aunty's very nice. :) shermaine and i are planning to rent a booth some day. waiting for her lor, she's so busy studying all that unreadable material. poor sher.

CUTE ATTACKKKKKK! saw this card somewhere on the net and tried making it. will make two more with a dog and a bear. :) haven't decided on the words yet, and i don't know if i should sell it or use it myself. right now i don't need it for any occasion, so if anyone wants is send me a msg! $2.oo because there's alot of cutting involved and the base card is gooood paper. metallic one leh. =)

prayer retreat ended on saturday. napped a little in the afternoon and sher called me to let me interrogate her about the convention thing. HAHA, in the end i went to meet her at sunplaza to see photos and eat and some guy called bryan came too. he's a typical homeschooler lah, a majority of homeschoolers behaves like him, not all, but alot. like to talk about themselves, things that sound cool, how much experience they have, how rebellious they are. was i like that? if yes, then i seriously apologise for probably boring everyone i know out and seeming very proud. i will try to be more down to earth and nice. :) anyways, it was nice meeting a new friend, i guess.

must work harrrd this week! i skipped some days last week [for valid reasons] AZAAAAAAAAA.

remember to read bible and pray. pray for uncle roland. tag prayer requests too, i am forgetful. =D

my face is in a bad state, but whatever lah. :( PRAYER RETREATTTT was nice but my knees hurt because we kneel to pray. i find the act of just praying and praying really good. somehow my voice trembles when i pray aloud only when there's so many people. anyhow, thank God for this prayer time. went there at 7, came home at 1, napped from 3-5 [i was supposed to be woken up my both daddy and timmy at 4 but somehow they BOTH forgot.] and i'll be going back to church later at 8 plus.

suddenly SO many people are sick. maybe it's the weather. :\
recently i've been arm wrestling with daddy. DUH i cannot win him, but i promised him i'd train and will definitely get it by the time he's 80. XD he let me use two hands but it's never fun cause i keep winning. go, arm muscles! i stupidly challenged him to see who can build a six pack [or a very flat tummy at least lah] by the END OF THE YEAR. HAHA so ambitious right? but i do good with competition. we'll see. my dad and i are very face conscious.

it's raining. rain drops look like they fall in needles, and sometimes threads, when it's heavy. :)

RANDOMphotos!

tim embarrassing isaiah. look at their hands! what a difference. this photo watches me as i do my work. sweeet huh. X)

people are painting my block and it's so weird cause one moment i'm studying and when i look out the window there's this worker right there. and i have no curtains so, well, i plugged in headphones and tried to concentrate on my work instead of their foreign singing. :/ up and down they scale my block. aiyoyo. can't dig my nose or anything, so conscious.

bran is still having diarrhea and i'm still cleaning up after him. may need to send him to the vet cause it's getting worse. now there's BLOOD. scary huh? it's happened before.

tim and my dad are super worn out by the convention thing for homeschoolers. today's the last day and my dad doesn't need to go anymore but tim's still there. doing some photo thing for them. :) heard my dear sher did well for the 400m! chuk ka heh yo! if i were there i'd have run too. and joined in B&W photography and art and story telling and whatever else there is that i'm good at. muahaha. next time ba. ART. tim said i would have aced it. *grins* i kept asking tim and my dad about the whole thing and the people there. apparently some students' behaviors... stand out, some in a good way and some in a badd way. will interrogate sher when she gets home and is done crashing. [sleeping]

eeeeeeee school now again bleh hais :| prayer retreat tonight right? aiyoh, if i don't stay over there's so much travelling to do. AND i have to forsake school for today and tomorrow. precious time.

Proverbs 4:26 Ponder the path of thy feet, and let all thy ways be established.

bran has diarrhea and I end up clearing it most of the time since tim's not home. -_-"
AZA. must do schoolwork well today. i'm so prone to wasting time. haha.

Proverbs 3:13 Happy is the man that findeth wisdom, and the man that getteth understanding.

hello monday. :) FIGHTING!

i find necklaces look nicer and last longer on my DESK where i hang them and gaze at them when i daydream. =) if i wear them, they tarnish or rust OR drop off my neck.

the cake daphne bought for teachers' day celebration. :)
HAVE A NICE TEACHERS' DAY, um, TEACHERS.

i'm having a headache. :| PRAY: that the specials will glorify God tomorrow, whatever the outcome, that people will trust in Christ, and that everyone will be encouraged!