BEIJING PICS! sorry for my lateness/laziness. AND sorry their all over the place, AHA. figure out the order yourself lah. :)





so happy about my papa's chop.

feet soaking.

funny noodles, like jellyfish.
in the train TO tai an. i was very blinded after tim took this shot.



confucius' graveyard. woooo~

made a chop for my daddy!

SILKWORM SATAY! EEE~

orchard rd of beijing. cold leh, freak winds.

our mongolion tour guide, the first one.

me, pouting on great wall.


the signs are so funny lah, i tell you.

i'm home! again. abm church camp was good in three ways. one, the messages and exhortations are very useful and to hit on important points. second, i got to know the people abit more better, and third, AIYAH, HAD FUN. the games weren't very atheletic [at all] in consideration of some of the older folks/folks who hate sports, but they were still fun. i have discovered my talent [looking idiotic] in cherades! note: i mean no offense to all japanese people. didn't know how to act that word out so i pulled my eyes back to my ears. HAHAR. moving on...

messages were themed : the assembly that attracts. it's true that when a church is on the right track it will attract and draw people in. a church needs to be a house of prayer, it needs love, a working together, and members that keep their personal lives with all diligence. my campbook is so precious lor. :) thank God for the camp. lets be disorganised for a while and try to remember some random things.

jieyi and aunty alice were my roomates. FUNNINESS, must accept each other lah, hor?

there were loads of beetles and dragonflies, so logically i freaked out alot. lizards? mei wen ti.

woke up at 6 every morning to help THAT JIEYI prepare breakfast. cannot tahan lah so tired, aunty alice keep talking until very late. i so scared i fall asleep before she finish.

the water heater was crazy so i cooked some portions of my body. OUCH.

aunty alice has never heared of a sleeping bag, neither does she deem it fit to sleep in.

uncle roland [felicia's dad] tried to teach me and jieyi tennis. we helped him loose one tennis ball. feel so bad. uncle roland is funny for he threw a lizard in a packet at daphne.

cherades is one of the funniest games on earth if you play it well. have a video which i'm gonna laugh at later! prepping my stomach for the convulsions to come. keehee. wah our opposing team don give chance one lor, one word was wad.. NUCLEAR SCIENTIST. pfft, anyway we guessed it. *beams* :D

got bullied by the kids. they made me hoola hoop, play with honey, and walk all at the same time. can imagine rite? then on another occasion i had to do a forfeit by doing the hoola hoop and truning around and round and singing happy birthday at the same time. WAD'S WITH ME AND THAT HOOLA HOOP?! :( i think got photo leh, die lah.

played the candle game after the BBQ! chai heng says i cheated my spraying litres of saliva. i learn from beijing one. HA. kidding.

thank God for safety. nobody really got injured. daphne fell but i think it'll heal soon, at least no broken bones.

must have overloaded on bananas and yakult yesterday cause i had STOMACH TRUBBLE. anyways, i'm fine today and ready to leave for ABM church camp tomorrow. it's at the aloha resorts. hoping for the best and that i won't feel all extra-fied there.

sher and raye and i are all adjusting too, but i know we're all fine. raye's in taiwan and sher'll be leaving for malacca next week. i think it's the first time we have been / are gonna be apart for so long, so it feels weird and sometimes we get cranky with each other. ah, piece of cake, we'll see each other soon.

speaking of cake, i gotta log cake from my aunt's boss, mrs. Qwee. she's been real nice to me and has been sending me cakes and gifts every christmas and on some other occasions. haven't even met her before. gonna make her a card once i get back from camp.

camp! my two buddies were telling me all about the teens camp i missed an the stuff that happened while i was in china shopping and bullying dim sum men. [joke. lame joke. nevermindd] apparently some teens, guy teens [and girls also lah.] from another church [shalom] came too. wah, when I attend camp got no guys one then when I don't go guys flood the house. FOR SOME UNKNOWN REASON. aha, kidding lah. anyway there was this recurring name JOEL and i was like, what's with this joel?! joel lah, zachary lah, brian lah,timothy lah, EEYER i dono anyone! this is so not usual. so i saw pics of the campfires and stuff. it looked really fun, but i don't regret going to beijing, it's okay.

granny coming home later. soon. in a few minutes. once again, i can practice my talent in managing old people, which is very raw [the talent lah, not the old people.] ah, here it goes.

today was my first sunday at ABM. why did we decide to move? basically it's because my father sees that it is God's will for us to worship there. people don't understand, some are respectful and some are not. sometimes the things people say about this issue of moving gets really painful, but i don't mind going through it all. maybe my dad has something to learn, maybe i have something to learn, maybe the church has something to learn. in all i know God's in control and He's doing something in all our lives through all this.

so it's finally sunday and we all went to ABM. tim just came back to singapore so he was sleepy and all. it felt weird being new and not knowing people. it's all adjustment i guess. the messages were really refreshing. sunday bible hour was about romans 14:12-23. the passage was about christian love and being a stumbling block. it's a good lesson, always think of the other person and not of your own rights. always be personally accountable to God. it was a more love centered yet balanced message than i'm used to hearing.the service was on psalms 37:23-24 and the title was "assurances of a genuine christian". good time of checking and confirmation. got worksheet one leh. haha.

just now bJohnny messaged me and asked me how it all went and whether i grasped anything from the messages. i said i did, but i'm still getting used to things. he said he's confident God'll help us all settle down and told me he was glad to see us. it's funny, but that's so assuring.

hullo hullo i'm back and loving it. china was great. =) i'm so lazy to post details but i'll try. last night my aunt, my two cousins, and i left beijing at 11+/12 and took out 6 hour flight to home sweet home. seriously, i love singapore .. the cleanliness and orderliness! THE MOISTURE. :D reached singapore at around 6+ and saw my mommy and daddy waiting for me there. AW. that was my trip home. now lets see, what else can i recall from the days before. [bear with my random and disorderly thoughts]

manicure was horrible the second time around. disaster. all the nail stuff peeled off. =(

got to show my bargaining skills. initially i just bargained for myself but in the end i helped my aunt too. they quote 100 you say 20. in the end they will settle for 25. IT'S FUN. when you start to walk away they'll go, hao ba hao ba wo bang ni bao qi lai ba. cannot let them take advantage lah, cannot. the girls at those accessory shops we were shopping at sid i was a gentle bargainer. yalah, no need to shout whad. just smile and quote your price, say, na jiu bu yong jing la zhen de tai gui le. xie ni la. =) and walk away, then they'll ask you to come back and sell it at your price. TRY IT. like a game. hahar. so i bought some earrings and three special rings. :)

ah, one funny thing on the way to beijing [28th]. this stewardess told me to put the leg rest up and then she said, your son too. [shockified and frowny-faced.] me: my son? stew: not your son? sorry about that. me: cousin. stew: sorry about that. sorry about that. ah, i just tell myself its my height.

sat an electric bus to carrefour! and to the zoo. all i can say is, i love the singapore zoo. at the zoo there were three spcial shows just for us! one fox pooping, one panda pooping, and one white tiger pooping. maybe the weather stimulates the bowels? :D

tell you ah, when te china ppl spit they can aim zhun zhun one ohkay. throughout the trip i have observed maybe hundreds of ppl spitting [didn't observe intentionally. it just happens eveywhere you turn.] and their mouths become guns of phlegm when they spit. very scary very yucky. *shivers*

air in beijing is very bad. polluted cause of the costruction and traffic and, i dunno, burning of coals? anyway, everyday you can catch relatives digging their noses intensely because of all the dirt you collect through the day. AND there's so much side smoke from those smokers! AH! but the air was good at tai an an especially on the mountain taishan.

food there? hmm, quite okay. we ate mostly at restaurants. the fisrt day i didn't wanna eat cause the food was plain weird, all mushrooms and fungi. the rest of the days were okay. i only avoided the toufu, which is smelly, it comes out smelling the same way it did when it went in. MAN. one of the days we had dinner at a korean BBQ restaurant! that was joy. seriously, it was delicious and cheaper than singapore AND i got to say anyonhaseyo to someone who really understood what it meant. yeahh.. another day we went to eat pizza hut. everything was the same lah, BUT CHEEPER. :) got to down two glasses of ice capichino. 2 LEH! we also ate macdonals twice because it's near to the shopping center we shopped at alot. have i mentioned the rice there is different? it's fatter and stickier, something like japanese rice. and they don't eat rice regularly. i think most of the time they just eat the dishes without any rice. so, before we left the airport there, my aunt's friend gave us a good KFC meal. the KFC there has some other stuff, like egg tarts and funny coleslaw.

the weather in beijing was dry, no rain. temperature were 4-6 degs, and my bro came home today [sunday] telling me it was 1-minus 0 degs now. my skin suffered abit as my face peeled and my lips were dry. the skin on my thigh too was peeling. my hands were fine. at taishan it was subzero and very fun. i rate that mountain worse than lombong. yes, i do. at least there's waterfalls on lombong to stop you from going crazy. oh well.

will post more as the thoughts come to me.

HULLO BLOGGG! anyonghaseyo everyone. goodness i miss my blog. i miss U ALL. so mushyy. lets see. quick update. no stories..

• first day: sleeep. oh beloved zees.
• second day: relax and adjust. meet beijing friends [of my aunts] and visit boring aquarium. sorry beijing, it's seriously boring. can't deny.
• third day: Tienanmen Square and Imperial Palace,
  The place where "The last emperor of the Ming dynasty hung himself!
  Huang Fu Zhing (Beijing's Orchard Road)
• fourth day: DA GREAT WALLLLLL. sucks the life out of you but makes you feel so accomplished. like superman. cold but shiok.
• fifth day: Hall of Prayer for Good Harvests.

then on thursday we went shopping at the local CARREFOUR [prices lower than singapore, logically.] and took our NIGHT TRAIN designated to tian an, the place where the mountain TAISHAN is in. train ride there was ohkay, facilities quite old but the ride and finding of seats was quick and smooth. i took the upp-est deck [3rd] which is higher than my loft bed at home because i'm younger, taller, and i boasted about my stupid loft bed. lol. only right lah, how can i make my aunts or uncle climb? train was cool. one compartment has two three decked beds [confusing but qwenchanayo] and there were 7 of us, so, rightfully, tim had to sleep in some seperate compartment together with strangers. POOR TIMMY.

when we reached tai an, we met our second tour guide of our china trip, who seemed to be nicer and more experienced and older and DOESN'T SEEM TO SMOKE/SPIT, unlike the first one. he saw my lil cousin and we found out he has an 11 mth old son. AWW. yeah he made the trip enjoyable.

so we climbed the impossible-to-me mountain which is 1545meters and has over 6000 steps. the product? I'M LIMPING. it was real high and we were in the clouds when we reached the top ... everything was white. i felt really free. then it started to snow little crystals, then the snow got really heavy. the guide said it was considered really heavy, and i was so dimmy happy. tim and i opened our mouths to try to eat the snow. =) happiness. it was beautiful. wish u all were there. THEN the steps got really slippery and as it was snowing up on the peak, it was raining at the bottom. had a funny time climbing down as i watched timmy and my relatives fall down one by one. OH, bad me.

went to other places concerning confucius, his birth, death, stuff. then the guide brought us to a FREE FOOT MASSAGE but all i got was a good feet-soak cause they said 18 and below cannot massage because it'ss mess up your health or something.

the train back was much newer BUT it was so crammed and it was so hard to find our places. in the place my aunt was supposed to sleep there was A DISGUSTING MAN INSIDE. he was supposed to take an upper deck but he saw nobody in the lower one yet so he took it. EEYER! tsk. there was also a fight in the car beside where we were sleeping. china men squeezing here and there and shouting. EEEEYER!! i don like, but i survived. hahar. woke up with no voice and a very painful throat, think it was because of the smoke that was filling my compartment during the night. WHY SO MANY CHINA PPL SMOKE ONE?! =( was so happy to reach back at my aunt's apartment this morning and totally K.O.-ed on the couch while somebody was watching tv. hopefully i won't get any sick-er. =)

TOMRROH TOMORROH, I'M LEAVING, TOMORROH [singing along to that tacky broadway tune] and i'm sohh excited.

today we packed up more things and got ready our passports and stuff. tomorrow we'll be at the airport at around 1pm and we'll have lunch there. the flight's at 4:50pm. beijing beijing here i come!

PACKING is so fun. it's the first time i'm packing winter clothes and i tell you, it's not as easy as it looks. winter clothes are poofy things that don't wanna fold where they're supposed to. i wish i have like, a huge powerful vacuum that would vacuum pack all those jackets and suck the air out of them so i have more space. yeah, i'll get tim to invent one when he grows up.
i think i've packed almost everything i need. got some cool leather gloves and OHOH did i mention, tim was lent this leather jacket that is so so nice and smells so so leather. i sneeze when i smell it, that's the intensity of the smell. we're trying to air it so tim doesn't give china the first impression of a cow. i managed to get some pretty nice jackets myself. *grinnns* ah, hopefully we don't look too tourist-ish there. if someone starts rattling to me in chim chinese beyond my understanding i've resolved to just say, jiang ying yu ke yi mah? and if they continue rattling on then i'll just say, anyong ha-seyo! and bow and run away.
see? i've got it all figured out. :|

been saving saving saving money [other than my mos meals on sunday. FYI i don't really at out during the week due to my parents' love for cooking, so i'm not wasting money by eating at mos burger on sundays.] and finally i can go to china and SHOPPPPPehhhh. hopefully everything's realllllllyyyyy cheap there. hopefully all the branded unimitation goods are realllllllyyyyy cheap there. hopefully i find S$100 there. and the list goes on ...

bran has developed the habit of squeezing behind the sofa from one end and poping out SO CUTELY at the other end releasing with him a huge puff of dust and other yucky behind-the-sofa-and-never-to-be-discovered stuff. dono whether to smile at him or slap him. tsktsk. :)

ask me to sing 'gom semariga' when you see me. ask timlow to dance along. AHAHA.

will try to make it for the camppp. lots of people asking me to go. SEE HOWW. i may just be too busy at home defrosting OR sleeeping OR doing both at the same time. AYE i dono how to go to the camp site. :(

since beijing is the primary thing on my mind now, the image of me, standing at the great wall with my hair blowing in the wind, is stuck in my mind. IT'S SOH FUNNEH. will bring back pics if tim's camera survives the weather.

add on an inspirational/idiotic face to that mental picture.
PS my hair is naturally brown, thank you.

yesterday the electricity got cut here AGAIN and it will be cut AGAIN next tuesday. more repair/upgrading work. we all went to SSC for two reasons, free shuttle bus and air-con. =) so singaporean. after lunch and a few hours there tim went cycling with jx, i came home, and my parents went to visit my granny at the dialysis center. they went to my aunt's house after that and came home with a small luggage packed with more winter clothes! yayyy.

will leave this saturday. praying for a safe trip and most of all a FUN TIME. aw, don't cryy, i'll be back soon, on the 29th. will see if i can make it for the last few days of the youth camp. :)

lovelove. see y'all. email me while i'm gone leh, my gmail add. i'm afraid i'll be bored in the house freezing my butt off. SO SCARY. SO FUN. FROZEN AGGIE!

raye gotta better J-O-B. go raye!

last night we were all peacefully watching TV when all of a sudden i said, eh. u smell smoke? we checked all our electrical appliances, stove, everything. then i opened the door and pooof, all this smokey air came in! EEEK. tuns out there was a fire at the coffeeshop a little ways down from our house. so, being tim and agnes, we rushed down to TAKE PICTURES and admire the general splendor. my mom forced mydad to go down with me cause it was quite late and she's watched alotta crime watch. :| anyways, SO KAYPO RIGHT, like those ppl who have no business being at accident scenes but fuss around anyway, stating their speculations and being irritating to policemen. anyway, there was lotsa smoke and fire engines and policemen and firemen. all those uniforms. :) tim was clicking away at his beloved camera when this policeman approached him and asked him what the photos were for, and tim said personal use. in the end the policeman took down all his particulars and requested that he stopped taking pics in scenes like those because, "... investigations are still going on..." AHH, WE TALKED TO A POLICEMAN LEH. :D so kool. we also saw firemen evacuating people from the houses on top of the coffeeshop.

jx, our MBC fireman, wasn't on duty yesterday, and couldn't be bothered with the fire. he lives right next to the coffeeshop and didn't even know there was a fire. ah, he's pbbly sick of fires already anyway. lol.

back home we were joking about the whole thing..

dad: aiyah, no helicopter ya?
aggie: YALAH, if got helicopter then tt's at least something.

heehee.

church was as usual today. Psng preached about christians treating God like a lucky charm, to protect us and make good things happen throughout the day. GUILTY. :| good lesson, even though i was struggling to stay awake with my sore throat and all.

THEN, i went out my buddies to j8 [again] to eat and i draggggged them all to mos burger [again]. this time, our guest of honor was sher's brother. the last few weeks it's been raye's brother. so i guess the next week i gotta bring tim. *shrugs* like always we talked loud [very noisy mah, cannot hear each other. mei ban fa. EXCUSE] and had a good chat. rachel pointed to what she WANTED to order but appearantly the counter person got it wrong so she had to eat somthing she didn'torder and SHE DIDN'T LIKE ITT. aww so poor thing. marcus gobbled up his burger and asked, how much's another one? WAH, big appetite, or maybe small burger lah. so he bought himself another one. sher had to go blading so we all headed home.

the beijing trip is getting closer and closerr! exciting. :) i hope i don't get all grumpy there cause i DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING. ah.. beijing beijing. beijing toilets no doors, that's what they all say.

AHAHA! uncle.. um, MR. kimhee views my blog now eh. HULLO! SORRY IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING! heehee. why cannot call you uncle? then what to call you? aiyar uncle doesn't sound old lar. =D

cheerio. read yer bibles!

last night we were all peacefully watching TV when all of a sudden i said, eh. u smell smoke? we checked all our electrical appliances, stove, everything. then i opened the door and pooof, all this smokey air came in! EEEK. tuns out there was a fire at the coffeeshop a little ways down from our house. so, being tim and agnes, we rushed down to TAKE PICTURES and admire the general splendor. my mom forced mydad to go down with me cause it was quite late and she's watched alotta crime watch. :| anyways, SO KAYPO RIGHT, like those ppl who have no business being at accident scenes but fuss around anyway, stating their speculations and being irritating to policemen. anyway, there was lotsa smoke and fire engines and policemen and firemen. all those uniforms. :) tim was clicking away at his beloved camera when this policeman approached him and asked him what the photos were for, and tim said personal use. in the end the policeman took down all his particulars and requested that he stopped taking pics in scenes like those because, "... investigations are still going on..." AHH, WE TALKED TO A POLICEMAN LEH. :D so kool. we also saw firemen evacuating people from the houses on top of the coffeeshop.

jx, our MBC fireman, wasn't on duty yesterday, and couldn't be bothered with the fire. he lives right next to the coffeeshop and didn't even know there was a fire. ah, he's pbbly sick of fires already anyway. lol.

back home we were joking about the whole thing..

dad: aiyah, no helicopter ya?
aggie: YALAH, if got helicopter then tt's at least something.

heehee.

HELPED OUT IN HLC TODAY. some awards day thing. tried to contribute here and there but i think i was more of an ornament, just standing around smiling and trying to recognize parents and remember kids' names. GOOD THING RAYE AND SHER WERE THERE or i would have been quite grumpy(confession. lol.). kids = energy & complaints. it was pretty fun. :)

last year (or some past year) i was helping in a supervisor training course for people who wanted to be supervisors to homeschoolers (and you are all blur, but it's ohkay.) and there was a guy and his wife who participated. his name's kim hee. anyways, his son is now in HLC! and suddenly he came up to me today and said, HEY AGNES NI HAO MAHHH?! (me in shock) i remembered his name because i thought it sounded like kimchee, the korean food, when i first heard it. so he asked me how i was and about my hair and scouts and school and general stuff and i hadda go. :) YAY, i'm recognizable. heehee. it's my spastic face, i tell you.

today sis. maria mentioned my rate of growth (northward). i wonder if i permed my hair and dressed up, would i pass off as an 18 year old? *idiotic thinking face* :D

today's my friend' birthday celebration at the nite safari and I'M NOT THERE. sorry melodyyyy. :( SORRY!

will post up pics asap. RAYE, YOU PIC SNATCHER YOU!

playing around is our hobby. bran has learned to climb onto poeple's bellies after finding out it is one of the most comfy places to be on. :) cute huh. in the afternoon my mom was taking care of her plants outside and bran got out. he sniffed around along the corridoor and came back with a snout-full of black dirt. EEYER. he was pbbly trying to find out how he looked like with a mustache. hahar.

asher and the splinter. =)

yesterday timmy got his braces changed to WHITE! keehee. it's a wonder that he'd put up with so much pain for the sake of his teeth.

woke up today to timmy's voice, saying, OEI WAKE UP SIS SUWEI COMING. first thing i thought was, FOR WAD! (heh actually no lah, first thing i thought was i gotta pee, but anyways) in the end asher had a splinter in his foot, small one, and they were coming over to try to get it out with my nurse-mom's help. so i stumbled out of bed moodily and got dressed and dug out my mom's pincing tools groggily. in the end even she couldn't get the stubborn thing-of-a-bob out of his foot, so they settled with watching it. if it gets infected then asher's gotta go visit the doc's, but if not, then the splinter'll just come out naturally. made coffee for his mom and poured milk for him and his brother, they all ate at my house, talked some small talk about beijing, and went to HLC to send asher to school. SIGHS. yeah, you guessed it, she asked about our physical fitness again. i won't elaborate on that, it's not worth getting angry over anyway. small remarks make my blood just B-O-I-L. deep breaths, aggie. calm yourself..

homeschoolers are passed off as physically soft and unfit, and huge kids in public school ge away without so much as one hurtful remark. tim gets ridiculed most of the time and I HATE IT.

WAS AND AM SWEATING MY ARMPITS OUT because of the unreasonable heat of my motherland. i hope the cold of beijing will make me thankful for the singapore weather. SOSO, in church i found out everything's oh-kayy and tianlong isn't one to hold a grudge. *relief sia* got to have nice talks with my buddies and a nice time playing with funny looking balloons. learned some stuff from all those lessons, although i was seriousy sleepifyingly drowsy all through. :|

sher had some scouts test on so raye and i proceeded to our hopefully weekly lunch together. i didn't mind that her mom and brother came along, or rather that i was leeching on to her and her mom and brother. anytime better than eating ALL ALONELY. keehee. had wantan mee that aunty penny told me wasn't nice after i ordered it. then raye and scaled j8 just like we always do, spending more time at sasa than any other place and wishing out loud that we worked there or owned the shop.

THEN ARH, this one i must complain man, THAT RAE-CHER GO AND SPRAY SPRAY SPRAYYY PERFUME so called testing SPRAY UNTIL SPRAT IN MY FACE LAH! like, PSSST! then i, OWOWOWWW, then she hold my shoulders and shake me, SORRYY SORRYY. therefore, i had teary eyes and perfume in my mouth for the rest of the afternoon. *note, SPRAT isn't a typo. it's some word i cooked up hopefully to get the essence of my message across. the entire spray was directly aimed at me in my trajectory not more than 10 inches away from my beloved face lahhhhh! 10 inches very generous aredy ohkay. if it were a stranger i'd consider sueing her. but it's rayeraye, i'll settle with slapping her. kiddinggggg.

i'll just stomp on her foot. heh. ok lah, step lah.

EEYER, alcohol in my eyes. RRAAAAARH.

came home with headache, which became bad headache and wore off after a few hours. oh asprin, where art thou?

the weekend has passed so fast! ah my beloved weekends, why? WHY? :)

have good days and remember me.

YAYYAYYAY my phone's kinda working. got some msgs. but if i don't reply any of your msgs it's pbbly cause i didn't get them.

went to mdm. lam's funeral wake just now and came back at 10+. a reminder of the solemn things in life. sincerely hope sis. peng peng will be in better spirits soon. :)

gotta do some serious studying tmr! blehblehblehhh.

gotta earbug. papa gom, mama gom, babee gom. papa gom eh tu tu eh.. :D

my phone still can't receive any messages. SO SADDD.

 

as i mentioned calmly yesterday, the electricity got cut from 8 to supposedly 5, but we got it back at around 1.30pm. SO IT'S NOT THAT BAD, thankfully. i like having electricity. :) first picture, daddy took the opportunity to clean up the fridge and ended up dropping, to my count, eleven eggs accidentally. he said it cost about a buck, so i don't think we lost alot of money. it was still funny. now bran has eggs to eat everyday for the next few weeks.

some of the wire jungle scenes tim took. my poor mommy couldn't sleep the whole day after coming back from a 12 hour night shift, and she has to work again tonite. aiyar, why can't drills be totally silent? i will ask tim to invent a silent drillwhen he grows up.. lol.

going to sis.pengpeng's mom's wake later in the evening.

 

TOMORROH THE ELECTRICITY IS GONNA GET CUT HERE! AAH! not because we didn't pay the bills, no. they're doing some repair or installation or something and some blocks' electricity are gonna hafta get cut. AIYARR, i think i'll study in the library or something, UNLESS some freak wind blows into my window the whole day and cools my room.

still unable to get messages. anybody wanna tell me anything tell me on msn or call or tag. :(

EEE timmy borrowed my headphones and now they STINK. tsk.

the china trip is comingg! now i'm getting abit excited. i still wish the destination were korea, though. gotta thing for that place, and greece and paris and the philippines and canada. maybe i'd have gone to all those places by the time i'm .......... 80. =| know what my dad would joke when i talk about stuff like this? "go marry a rich husband lah" :D

TODAY WAS SOFA-FINDING DAYYYYYYE. :) the old one is spoilt and the picket and rail people came to take a look, and in the end we could make a trade-in! and this time, mommy and daddy brought ME along. HEHEH. tim too. went to a warehouse in woodlands straight after breakfast and after a few hours we chose this sofaa.. hopefully it lasts and is nice to sit on. it'll come at the end of the month. YAY! 

let us all take a minute to remember my two hamsters who have left this world so suddenly. they had no names and no identities, but they were good rodents and wonderful friends to bran. may they rest in peace.

HAHA my dad was rejoicing more than anything. he hated the smel. but he is no mean person, don't worry. :)

MY STUPID PHONE CAN'T RECEIVE ANY MESSAGESS. and my keyboard is abit spoilt to so i'm smashing my heart out right now, trying to type complete words.

let's think of something funny because funny is nice. HM. OH YAH, at mos burger last sunday i was opening a chili packet with my mouth [and all of you think i'm obsessed with using my mouth to open stuff] and i tore the whole thing open almost into two seperate pieces and chili flew out on the table. my two buddies and the brother [joel] were gagging at me, needless to say, and i said i felt so clumsy. then a few minutes later raye ripped another victim chili packet into two and CHILLI FLEW ALL OVER HER PINK SKIRT. now, everyone would think i'd be feeling happy and would laugh at her mercilessly, and I DID, only to throw my head back and hit the bench back rest behind me while trying to exggagerate a laugh. BONK! very pain.. and embarrassing. in the end everyone was still laughing at me.. somehow i always manage to becoe the object of humour. i guess it's good. painful, but good. i think my head is dented.. :|

AH, still bothered by the tim low thing. being human stinks. anyway, lets talk about today. went to ah mah's house to see her. her backbone's all messed up and healthwise she's just okay. she was SO nice and gave tim and i some money to spend in china. i wish i could speak teochew! =( grandparents are special people..

then the lee boys went to cash converters to find tim's earphones because his old ones are all 'nua'. then the lee girls went to northpoint just for fun. MY DAY.

bran sheeshee-d on the floor beside the piano today. CARAZEE DAWG!

=( timlow very angry at meeeeee. because i kept teasing him about some stuff and he can't take it. ok lah, i'll stop, for the sake of his mental stability. wonder how everyone would be if they reacted to teasing like he does. everyone would be dead because they killed each other off. MAN. and he doesn't like people to poke fun at him either [heads up, cannot say anything about him one.] he posted it up on his blog. he was seriously mad over teasing. i tease everyone and practically everyone does it back, and i guess we all just learn to laugh about it. right, no offense to tim who cannot take it. it's fine. =) feel free to tease me and not worry about me doing it back to you. i like peace.

this week has brought me many quarrels. =( I DON LIKE.. i'll bring a peace offering on sunday. chachos or lays? :)

had a huge miscom with timlow and tianlong toodayyyyyy. i feel sad and bad, and angry at timlow. hard to explain, but basically tim thought i was having crappy attitude probs by getting him to eat with us then running off someplace else. AIYAH HE THOUGHT I TRICKED HIM LAH, which i would never do, BTW. and i was all shocked when he scolded me over sms saying he was pised at my attitude. [??????] and when i wanted to clear things up, he didn't pick up my calls or reply my msgs. then on msn he was just talking about how pissed he was and i was trying to explain and saying SORRY SORRY SORRY. so he was ok after while and said he wasn't angry. then he talked about some other stuff and he got abit mad and ended the conversation with, "forget it...." then he went offline real quick. aiyahhhhh, some ppl i just can't get along with. but it's okayyy. it's not like it's the first time we've had a miscom. in the end we'll talk normally again and then get another miscom and the cycle goes on.

then i felt bad about tianlong. SORRY TIANLONG, didn't eat with you nor explain why. it probably looked like i had something against him, and i don't i don't i don't. =) can everyone smile and be happy? i feel like a very bad person... sorry to everyone i've ever offended.

someone upstairs is playing the piano often now, sad sad songs that make me all solemn. doesn't make me feel very happy. :(

thanks, sher, for the poster. lunch was nice with u all. =) don't worry, we'll still see each other, ya? heehee. promise to go vivo with y'all when we 'can't relly see each other anymore'.

When living life for Jesus Christ becomes too hard a task,
When obedience means sacrifice that seems too much to ask;
That’s when I learn that my own strength isn’t really strength at all,
And I find rest in humbleness when I surrender all.

In my weakness He is strong;
In my need He leads me on.
When I come to the end of all I am,
And I place my trust in Him;
That’s when His strength begins –
In my weakness.

When failures in my human strength have weakened all my pride,
And ruined hopes in fallen dreams have crumbled me inside;
It’s then by grace I fin’lly see the strength of Jesus Christ,
His victory is real in me when weakness fills my life.

In my weakness He is strong;
In my need He leads me on.
When I come to the end of all I am,
And I place my trust in Him;
That’s when His strength begins –
In my weakness.

lovelay song. it's in my head and i'm loving it. it's nice to have a wholesome song as an earbug.


HAHAR. yesterday someone [who shall remain unnamed bcos he may be reading my blog too] was chatting over sms about a certain girl he liked and all and all and all that kind of crush crap that i don't really poke my nose into unless u're really close to me or unless i'm seriously interested. so i just gave my opinion straight on into his face and told him i can see that he likes pretty girls, and he replied back : yeah, that's why i dun go for you. [timmy is probably shaking his head now in slooow motion thinking of the impending doom this boy is about to face after saying those impudent words to me, agnes lee. ] so i gave the immature boy the benefit of the doubt and didn't burst out or call him to fire back or anything. i just told him he sounds like a shallow childish 'player', but of course, not in those words. then i embarrassed him a little by saying christians shouldn't have flings and dating should be working toward knowing a person better because you think you may actualy marry her and i found it funny that he wanted to 'work towards marriage' so fast. and he was like half agreeing and half really pissed but unable to disagree. HE WANTED TO TALK TO ME ABOUT THAT KIND OF THING THEN I KENA INSULTED AND CALLED UGLY IN MY FACE FOR NOTHING AS IF IT AMUSES HIM TO SEE ME JUST REPLY BACK SOMETHING VICTIM-ISH AND COWARDLY LIKE, "yeah, i know i'm not pretty" or somthin. how can you disrespect a person like that??? AIIYOHHHH. and i was actually using up brain power to reply him lah, nomatter how childish he sounded lah, and nomatter how tall or handsome he keeps saying he is lah. hao xin mei hao bao. BUT i didn't kill him or anything. i was nice and all. i guess i just left him relly embarrassed.* shrugs shoulders*

for once i shall use PCK's words, DON PLAY PLAYYY. and don't disrespect people, although there's a line between joking and insulting straight on like there's no tomorrow.

and when i told raye i was talking to him she was coaching me and trying to persuade me to tell him i'm not interested in his life and to GO AWAY. but i was so nice. AIIYARRR...

and FYI i know i'm not exactly pretty but being beautiful is more important than being pretty. what's the value in being the prettiest person in the world if you have nothing to value on the inside? i'm good being the ordinary button-nosed pimple face with no double eyelids, i can still be beautiful inside out. :)

and if you're good looking then good for you. you can have the best of both worlds! and count yourselves blessed bcos you weren't the ones designing your own faces before you were born. =D

ayeayeaye, i wanna go rockclimbing and kayaking. my two fav sports in the world ... and raye and sher, LET'S GO KICK SOME BOXING BUTT!

SCOTCH TAPE IS HAZARDOUS! i was wrapping a gift and i usually use my teeth to cut tape [all you who got gifts from me are probably running off to disinfect them. hee] EASIER LAR. anywayyy, my hands were in a weird position and the tape stuck onto my lip, then in a frenzy i rrrripped the tape off and found 10% of my lip on the piece of tape. AAAAAAAAYE ! pain leh, you dun believe go try lor. so now i have red patch of lip. partial natural lip color! positive thinking is nonsense. :D

mom says i have good writing skills and i should develop in that area. HM. i don't know what i want to be when i 'grow up' because i can't make up my mind. i like so many things. WE SHALL SEE, right? :)

raye's new job' dumb [comforting you, raye] and i hope she can get better one. :(

gotta do some renovation on my daily schedule. i'm slacking. i'm human.

see ya'll sunday. *TEETH-SMILE!*

Romans 2:1-4 Therefore thou art inexcusable, O man, whosoever thou art that judgest: for wherein thou judgest another, thou condemnest thyself; for thou that judgest doest the same things. But we are sure that the judgment of God is according to truth against them which commit such things. And thinkest thou this, O man, that judgest them which do such things, and doest the same, that thou shalt escape the judgment of God? Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?

was doing my bible reading [ i admit, i'm not altogether very consistent in it. TRYING!] and read romans 2. i guess i can't really blame people in general for judging because it's human nature. the first four bunch of verses was a good reminder that sometimes.. OK. many many times, i say things about people and their point out their faults only to turn around and do the same. it's more subtil than it seems! :( good lesson. let's not be hypocritical phrisees who pick on everyone's faults and rebuke them, be it in out hearts or verbally. i think it's probably best to see, pray for people, and LEARN. yay, i learned sth today! :)

see y'all.

was going through my small photo collection in my messy picasa and took some time to look closely at the hmong photos [again. for he hundredth time]. the photos make me smile really big smiles. they kind of make me remember the fun and the carefree feeling i had there. I LOVE PHOTOS, speaking of which, can shermaine please send me photos of us at the wedding, and rachel please send me the photos of us at ABM's anniversair, especially the ones of me harrassing the boy-painting on the wall. THANKYOO. eeyer, so many ppl 'owe' me photos. :)

trying to study. blah blah blah iceland's economy blah blah. raye found a job. congrachoolayshens, even though you don't like it.

ahem. ANNOUNCEMENT! for the record, i don't have any crush on anyone.

SIX PACKS are wonderful things. it's like a trophy, only higher maintenence. am slowly [and i mean, slloowly] working toward my six pack so CHEER ME ON!

yay, the haze is dying. hopefully it won't come back EVA EVA AGAIN. :)

started packing for beijing and everyone's giving advice regarding the temperature there. aw, so caring. 10 days, you know. will anyone miss me? WAIT. my aunty got msn anot ah? HM. will try to blog from there if i'm not having TOO MUCH FUN. muahaha. kiddeeng. OH, my aunt was listing down places to go and she metioned SPA and i shouted MANICURE and horseback riding and arts museum. spa, baby. massages and facials and nice [hopefully] ladies scrubbing your feet. LOL. think so far then in the end only got one grimy massage chair. HAHAR. *grins*

obviosuly i'm excited. and you all are bored. =D

had art test today. i'm ashamed, my drawing looked like C-R-A-P. *sighs* blame it on the cheap substitute materials. blame it on the cheapo owner.

it's rainy rainy here today. LOVELAY.

SATURDAYDAYDAY

went to mee da-gu and the gang at chinatown and got the meeting place mixed up. BUT it's okay. :) shopped for winter stuff and got a pretty little jacket! I LOVE IT. it is plain beautefool. got some other stuff. then we all went to a japanese restaurant for sushi and SASHIMI. sashimi. AAH! sashimi is just raw meat in think slices that you ingest! i liked it. felt high class eating it. =) no taste one, just the texture that's weird. I LOVE SASHIMI. then we went to her place she used to own a shop full of clothes so as usual i brough some stuff back. God takes care of me. :) they sent me home and came in for a while so i made timmy show da-gu some hmong clips.

TOODAY!

went to church and germaine, gerlynn, tianlong and ruixiang came. a guy called bro. bong preached. it was good. raye says he's funny. so after church i was finding an eating buddy and raye was prime candidate, so i had mossy burger with the david siblings. then i went to orchard to see melody, sam, josh, and jiaen AND IT'S BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME that we're all awkward now. normal. anyway josh went off with his very good friend who's a girl [he just won't admit so i can't say it's his GF] leaving me and mel with two bewildered guys. window shopped until very sian and drooling all over so we went back home. was wearing a stupid turtle neck so i was choking half the time. no, all the time. this is singapore lah, what was i thinking.. while we were walking, mel asked me, "so you gotta BF?" then i promptly replied, "nope. nobody wants meee." the sadness of it all. had good boring fun. still fun. happy to see them all again. AW..



and add it into your busy schedules to smile and be loved.

yesterday the barbeque was chaged to a pot luck then back to a barbeque again and i think we have sinned by adding on to the haze. =( WAH, must give credit, the chicken wings and roast beef were WON-TOU-FU! makes me drool to think about them. sher and i stuck together the whole time [nt surprising rite] and had some funny fun. i don't think i can elaborate because it is inappropiate information. :)) we hoarded all our food and went to the pebble walk outside to eat and be eaten by mosquitoes. i kind of underminded the itch and thought it wouldn't really bother me too much BUT those were, a mutated mosquito-rex super stealthy super lethal breed, and they were quite cheeky too because they bit me not only on my every limb but managed to get to my BUTTOCKS. my butt, ppl. the intelligence.. =| so anyway, there was a missionary from the philippines and his exaltation was the best-- 5 mins. i could pay attention all the way! shared about john 14:6 and how we forget to apply it alot in our life. usually we think it's for wittnessing ONLY. we forget. simple things in simple sentences he said had so much truth. it doesn't take alot of words to make a person see a point. GOOD POINT.

woke up this morning feeling very stoned and the bites are extreeeemly swollon. unusual leh, and oh so unbearable. my muscles are all aching too, due to a crazy exercising fit i have every other day. you know what got me up? A POT OF TEA. i was stumblin round the kitchen wondering what had the most caffine, and tea was the answer. out of bread so i had to fry roti prata and eat leftover curry from yesterday.

later i'm gonna go shopping with my dad's sister for the first time, maybe since i was 10. she's the one sponsoring me for the beiing trip. :) hope to have fun. i'll just be me.

had another dream but i won't share. it was basically about some of us going to another village, only thing it was in peru or thereabouts. ah.. villages.

have a good saturday. read yer bibles! :)

thank God it's raining! hopeully it'll wash down some haze. [tt sounded abit dumb] was looking out the window and remembered one scene years ago when we were still living at yishun st. 81. i think it was hazy and raining too, just like now, only thing the rain was much heavier. anyway, tim and i would follow our neighbour down to play every now and then. as i said it was long long ago .. think i was pri. 1 or 2. so some other crazy yishun kids would bring their bikes down to cycle at the void deck, knowing that eventually someone was gonna lead everyone into the rain. the myth of the year was acid rain. acid rain was real, but not our acid rain. we thought acid rain was ACID and pure acid, fullstop, coming down from the sky. it's deadly. just another warped fact we concluded from a partial viewing of the news. if it touched us we'd theoretically melt and become green goo. AT LEAST THAT WAS WHAT I THOUGHT LAH, OK? so one by one they cycled out and back in and daring other people to acidify themselves and their bikes. after a while i stuck my hand out too, only to pull it back, check if my skin was dissolving, and smell the deadly rain just out of curiosity.

ignorance is fearful, people. bliss my foot.

anyway, i love the rain...

going early to bro. Dan's house to make some dessert for the pot luck later. sis. Suwei is into trying to make me go out and explore more and enjoy my youth and experience things and go to exhibitions and learn trades and start pasam malam stores and, oh so many more things she thinks i need to do. she conversed with me about it over lunch too, casually. she said, "education is about more than just your paces(my schoolbooks). "... etc. MANY MANY ppl say that and more to me, and it kind of makes me wonder why they feel like they needed to say that in the first place. sometimes people, young and old, see some things or hear some things and think they have a totally factual idea about how i live everyday as a homeschooler, eg: laze around all day. no chinese=hate chinese and don value roots. no physical fitness. no friends. unsociable. stuck up because they think they know it all. ETC. yes, that is called judging, and it is not fair to me. furthermore, if you think that way about me, i wonder what kind of a person you are.

so people, i desporately plead. if you have any of those idas about me or timmy please get to know us before you fix in your mind a preconcieved or untrue picture of the lee siblings.

yay, my blog is getting older and is accumelating more posts! i always admire blogs more established than mine. :) i was just reading my past posts and guess what? I WAS LAUGHING AT MY OWN WRITING STYLE. i looked stupid but it's okay. i wonder if i'll still be blogging a year from now, or a few years from now. HMM.

so, today. my loving aunt and uncle came as they always do, to celebrate tim's birthday. they came in the morning and just wanted to drop off the cake, glorious cake, but my mommy made them stay to cut the cake and take pics. AW. THEN the day became boring again and i had school.

excuse me, for i have to go make the dog food for the royal shih tzu that inhabits this house.

advanced birthday lunch for timmy was held at pizza hut today. the outlet at SSC is almost deserted, which was a pleasurable thing for our family. it was like my daddy booked the whole place. :) anyway, our family has a habit and tendency to talk and shout and laugh and make other bodily sounds REALLY loud when we eat. had a good time even though the food wasn't THAT special. tim brought his camera so i'll put up some pics later. tomorrow's the actual day, so everyone, remember to wish timmyif you're a good person, or buy him a gift if you're nice, or buy him and his sister a gift if you're really nice, or just buy his sister a gift if you're an idiot. so after stuffing ourselves with an assortment of cheese, we proceeded to walk around SSC just for the fun and mainly for the air-con. SINGAPOREANS, pfft.

remembering sunday's funny moments. actually just one moment lah. i shall share. :P raye had a bad hair day, as we all do, and she hadto use gel to tame her locks. so she and i met at the corridoor at church and i said,
A: you just bathed or wad..
R: huh?
A: nothin. your hair looks wet.
R: gel lah. the hair so curly..
A: oh. aw..
so we walk into the hall and sit down and Psng is preparing his mike and everything and he says,
Ps: is she okay?
A: huh?
Ps: wad happened to her?
A: wad happened?
Ps: she looks wet.
A: laughing like S-I-A-O. erm, uh, *thinking, stop talking!*
Ps: looks like she fell into a pond...

a pond. A POND.

A: *thinking, oh crap. he has his mike on. SWITCHED ON.* laughs uncontrollably.
R: wahh? huh?
A: he says you look like you fell in ... a pond. *continues laughing and fans self in the face because it's so red.*
R: *wants to smash head in wall. over and over.*

5 minutes later.
A: a pond. a pond! HAHAHAAA. fans self. <-- tt routine continued for the entire day.

suddenly i was being chased my secret service people in an asian country (shall not specify or everyone will robably think i'm racist). they caught me and some other people and locked us up in a room where they radioed to another base and said something. i got out of my ropes and saw a window. pretended to be tied up until the guards went away, then i tore open the wire grid and kicked the tiny window until it gave way. OH NO, too small, my butt's too big to fit. THEY'RE COMING, must have heard my loud kicking. i tore another window nd kicked it until my foot bled and slipped out through the glassy holes only to find myself facing alot of ropes and the ground below, not so near below. now they're shooting! CHEONG ARR... i grabbed a rope and swung here and there dodging bulletsand then changed rope and changed rope until i smashed back first into the busy road below. giddy giddy. they shouted and started for the stairs i ran into the street and the shops until they lost me.

that was one of the three weird dreams i can vaguely recall, and i'm not making any part up. funny rite? so, THREE dreams in one night, and i woke up to hear the sound of my daddy's voice, ELEVEN O'CLOCK AREDY AH, WAD FIVE MORE MINUTES?!
(man, 11.) i got up and was so dissapointed the dream wasn't real and i wasn't a hero. then my legs got itchy so i washed up and got into running attire, still asleep. then i got on the treadmill, still asleep.i wanted to run, BUT I WAS STILL ASLEEP! so i started walking, and my eyes started closing. so i increased the speed and kept doing that to keep myself awake. WALKED 2km and took a freezing shower, ate whatever tim left over from his breakfast, namely, half a pepper sausage and baked beans, and thought about my dreams. then my daddy mae yong tau fu for us and i told him my dream (the one above). nothing beats his superman dreams lar, it's no new thing to him. so now i'm eating yong tau fu and drinking my drug, KOPI O, and blogging. so far so good, i love saturdays.

see you soon, loves.

went to the polyclinic in the morning to get my skin checked out AGAIN. remember thel ast visit to the doctor? read past posts if you don't. so, turns out i ate antibiotics and rubbed antibiotic cream for NOTHING because he doctor today said the streaks on my thighs are just stretch marks due to stretching (duh) AND my legs growing longer. YAY my legs are growing longer! she says they'll continue growing until i'm 21. i love that doctor. no need for medication, just buy some cream from watsons. *big grin* relief, man. i thought it was some flesh-eating worm or some cancerous growth. :)

recently there have been wasps, nasty wasps, visiting my humble home and freaking me and tim out. TSK. today one buzzed in again while i was watching TV and i got really really mad. GIVE ME THE INSECTICIDE, i said in my monster-bear nobody's gonna stop me now i'm soso fed-up voice. so i sprayed the guy and immediately all my bravery went away and i was left there confronting the insect, who was angry (i could tell by it's tone of buzz)andi just stood there freaking out and dodging like an idiot. it flew around the living room and the i don't know where it went. victory? almost. victory = wasp dead at my feeeet!

and all those save-the-wasps people are gonna protest at my door tomorrow morning.

i'm still so sad my picture didn't sell. maybe in 100 years time my drawings will be found in an excavation and will be put up in a museum to be sold for thousands of dollars. won't matter anyway, i'm not the one getting the money. PFFT. and i continue to daydream...

what do you do after you just came back from church and are tired out and bored? TAKE STUPID PICTURES WHILE HARASSING YOUR DOG! bran looks shocked and petrified! hahar.
 

lets take a look at my most recent drawings and one painting. do not, however, take the time ti insult me when you see me. art is subjective, people. (i just pull out tt phrase when i get bad remarks, heehee.) trust me, the pics look much more detailed in real life. so, come my house and see! or, BUY! haha. dream on. i tried to sell the asian girl one to someone but HE said it didn't look like the person it was supposed to be and DOESN'T WANT IT. crys. now i have, lets see, fifteen pictures up on my wall. yay! i think my the time i'm 20 i'd have BUILT a wall out of pictures. hee.. cheer me on leh. pouts.


 

MY FUNNY HAIR! 

see this pretty pair of shoes? i bought hem while i was in thailand for my mommy, and inthe end she can't wear them. i have to wear lor. 

what do you do when you're bored and having a bad breakout? SLAP ON A MUD MASK AND LOOK STUPID FOR THE CAMERA! my, what thick lips i have..

 

THE AGNES TIMES

bad news. first off, agnes has successfully melted her daddy's computer after watching dvd's for too long. appearantly the comp overheated. she promptly got scolded by both father and brother. next up, the haze situation has gotten worse again after a few days of better-hood. erm, better-ness. agnes is saddened by this horrid weather.

lastnight i had a crazy fit and decided to make a funny hairstyle today, SO i braided lots of braids all over my hair and went to sleep. it looks fab today! heehee. shall not post pics up for fear all you readers spoiling your keyboards after puking up all over them. i am so considerate!

there's something on my face spoiling my happy mood and it's called THE PIMPLE. :'( it's big and it's painful. weeps.

haze haze go away, come again and i'll buy thousands of air purifiers and put them around my block to suck the stupid toxins out of you .. erm, hey. hey was put there just to rhyme. heehee.

the haze has gotten better, thankfully. i really am getting sick (again). HEYHEY i'm going to beijing for ten days, babeh! gonna be fun, and cold. will be gone from the 18 - 28 november. tim's coming back in december with my uncle. EXCITEMENT! ok actually not really. the excitement will come in november. right now i'm just slogging over my school work. at least somebody said she's gonna miss me you know. AWW.

got to spend good time with my cousin today. will be with her more in beijing. :) XUAN, if you're reading this, TAG LEH!

okok, i wan to bathe to get the haze sediment out of my arpits. heehee. bye lovelies!

oh, tianlong and ruixiang and some guy adrian brought came to church tooday. finally, some male humans are coming. hee. i mean, oh, thank God.

i hate the haze. it's getting bad. i'm getting sick. DRINK TRUCKLOADS OF WATER, PEEPOLL! wenjie, go to a doctor! timmy, get ready your inhaler! bran, stop licking the air! AHH! what if we all die out of haze intoxication and humans get extinct?!

bo liao..

SO the wedding was today. i think i looked okay. woke up at 7, left at 8, reached sembawang and met shermaine, went to jurong for breakfast because if we didn't eat with beloved raye, she would go all out and sue us with the accusation of 'pang seh-ing her'. ate at mcdonalds and waited and waited for our ang moh beauty queen to arrive. then JX popped by too. took sher's dad's van to th church and wasted our time away laughing and looking and making fun of people. SO FUN RIGHT? took yunli's van home.

knocked out for a few hours (heehee. pig.) and woke up to watch tim's video of the groom's eventful morning. VERY FUNNY. the funniest parts were: sayliang had a nervous stomach which caused diarreah (poor, poor you) AND at his bride's door he had a hard time going in 'cause he had to answer so many questions and eat so many things! ah, the joys of marriage. or, weddings.

trying to ask my beloveds for pics of today. i was very impromp2 and spontaneous with mr. camera, i must say. must not let some pics get out to public access or i'm doomed to a life of blackmail!

*coughs* i hate the haze. i want rain!

TSK. the weather is SO SUPER hot. i dun like. i'm sweating nigara falls while sitting still. even after my bath i feel so warm. haiyah!

meeting sher for breakfast tomorroh. she treat. she don treat i don go ah, so early. then hafto go to sunplaza in my tai tai outfit. HAHAR. wanna see if i can get her to buy ice cream for me to. THICK SKIN! i have a sudden craving for ice cream. and pizza. and, diamond rings. well, the list goes on.

bran had his bath today, finally, i must say. now that my granny has gone to stay at uncle's, he has taken over her bed. let's hear a bran story, shall we? ...........

after his baths, bran likes to play more than ever. it's just what he does. usually i play with him and run around until he tires out and collapses. today, he came to me all wet, with his playful eyes, and started his growling and blinking. i looked at him, then turned around to do my school work. he pestered me abit more but i gave him no attention. then suddenly, i heard a fountain sound, but no, that ain't no fountain. it was my heart-broken dog giving me attitude by lovingly sacrificing his pee to clean my floor. i turned around in my swivel chair and just watched in terror as yellow liquid spewed out in a steady stream from under his lifted leg. he was probably snickering in dog language later, what did you say? you didn't wanna play? well, TAKE THAT! yahahahaha. man...

the wedding is tomorroh! BLAH. i dono why i'm so over-excited about other ppl's weddings.

ANYWAY my mommy bought a skirt exactly the same as mine only thing it's black and mine's blue. appearantly my butt has grown so big that I BOUGHT 'L' SIZE AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT AND I CAN WEAR IT AND MY MOMMY CAN WEAR IT TOOOOO! my clothe-sharing, maternal-bonding stage has begun, i guess. i can wear L size. that's like a world phenomenon. it's not bad, actually. it's not like i'm fat. i hope. :|

been working on sit-ups. they're not exactly the funn-est kind of execrcise in the world, but that's how much i love muscle and hate ppl's comments on my physical fitness. i still get them until now. i look fat meh? i look unfit meh? PFFT. I'M SKINNY AND IT'S GENETIC.

yesterday some mom was asking me about french and whether or not its hard. she's gonna let her two girls take french and spanish. i wanted both too, but MEI YOU CHIAN. :(

i was just kidding about the jacob thing. his mom's holding his hand and he's not gazing.

anyone needs cards? i need money! OH. i got mooncakes from my aunt's boss, whom i've never seen before. sent her a card.

MYSTERY OF THE DAY -- WHO'S HOLDING JACOB'S HAND? AND, WHO IS HE GAZING AT? Hmm.

my daddy invented two new dishes for dinner just now. first was -- chicken wings in a special secret sauce which he shared with everyone i glee in the end. the sauce was fantastico. made of a scoop of campbell's cream of chicken soup, cheese, herbs, garden mushrooms simmered in butter, and something something i can't remember. LOL. deliciousness. the other one was a prawn dish with avacado sauce. AVACADO SIA. so innovative lar.

taken up a new subject ----- ART! the begining (which i'm doing now) is ... boring. but it'll become harder as i go along. now it's all experimenting with the pencil and pens. had to go buy the materials lah, good thing not expensive ah or else i doh wan! who knew there were so msny kinds of erasers for different purposes! (boring you out and enjoying it.)

watched the full hmong vid today. must refrain from watching again until it premiers in church. it's getting too familiar until reaching the brink of boring. no! hmong cannot be boring!

my mommy bought me a new book. the front say : on wings of hope. it's gonna be my next nonsense book full of my rantings and scoldings. =) OH YAH. i have a nice blue skirt with floral prints that was relly cheap. gonna wear it to the wedding instead of the dress, since i get comments like, like you trying to compete with the brideee. HMPH! lol. kidding. i just couldn't find a blue jacket for the dress. hee.

for the record, my clothes are not obiang or aunty ohkay. ah, thus are the discremenations artists have to face. AND i look old cause i'm tall lar. not tt i mind.

TTFN~

this morning i managed to stuff one small char siew pao down my ailmentary canal on the way to church but i mostly felt like vomiting while i was eating it. THEN after church i went for lunch and had a huge bowl of fish noodles, you know the milky soup one. WAH i tell you, my relief in both mind and body. i still attacked my mama and papa's char kway tiao, just for the taste.

I'M HOKAY! =D

i'm hungry.

the skit today at church was SO FARNY. goliath's beard kept hanging out and church was raided by turtle-men! will get some pics up if i ever get them.

OH today some guy called ruixiang came and he signs sign language too! so cool. AND my mommy became all motherly to ZY an started asking him about his plans for a future spouse. nomatter how kaypo i thought hat was, i just had to join in.
MOM- no plans ah?
ZY- no no. not yet. don worry if i got i will tell you all one.
ME- RIGHT! bluff. as if you will tell us.
MOM-need any help anot? i can help if you need.
A.SUSAN- wah, wad kind of help?
ME- i oso can help leh!
ZY- *blushing*
SHER- choking on her saliva after laughing too hard.

and thus is proof that we're peranakan, namely, the kaypo gene.

my body feels energy-less. can't eat. it feels weird that i can't eat. my dark eye circles are darker than they've ever been. =( sitting here with a pore pack on trying to down some bread with water for the sake of my health. i can't afford to loose weight. MANN i feel bad. just keep chewing, chewing. chew! argh. my jaw is tired. my butt is aching. there's a stye in my eye. my stomach's empty.


tomorrow will be better, i keep chanting to myself. why can't i eat?!

i want to sleep.